littleanchovy

#MAMA2011

2011-12-02T20:23:00.001+08:00

Already three days since the big event. Me? I'm still as high as ever. Im going to post pictures here cause there's just too much to write. And im going to be super biased and will only be posting mostly SJ-related stuffs lol. The pics posted are mostly the ones I took so I guess sorry for the bad shaky quality >< The girl beside me had this super cool camera that allows her to zoooooooommm like mad. Zooomm and still HD. Fml. Envy much. Anyway, despite the fact that a lot of other artists were there as well, i gave my whole heart to SJ. I mean hey, they are my idols and to be able to see them in real life is....... breathtaking. Well I just realized that I actually got to meet them twice this year. SS3 SG and MAMA SG. But the difference here is that in MAMA. I got to witness them WIN something- it's an awards show after all. And to see them receiving those awards with humble hearts make me flutter. If i could describe the whole thing in one emoticon.. it would be this --> :') That's tears of joy by the way. That moment when you are too happy to the extent that you want to cry.

SJ Lightsick and MAMA Official Lighstick

Decided to wear blue for very obvious reasons haha.

How the stage looks like. It was far from the Terrace seats, boo

Singapore's Choice Award

SJ 1st Award of the night. I screamed like mad when they announced the winner. Well tbh, I screamed like mad whenever they mentioned SJ lol Popularity Award: Super Junior! ps: yes the blurry one is mine ><

Best Male Group

The nominees are tight but YAAYAY! CONGRATSS BOYSSS! 2nd award of the night. lol Yesung's speech (Y) Best Female went to SNSD by the way. Oh right, 2NE1 is HUGEEEE here in Singapore. Like for real. Everyone was like "2NE1 2NE1 2NE1!" :D
Before I continue my videos galore........ Ill rather spazz about this one moment that keeps me high until this very second...... The stage for MAMA was far from the terrace seating area really. And i had no hope (unlike ss4) to see the boys upclose, like 1m or smtg. But I was wrong, luck was with me that night :')

Who is this you may ask? Allow me to introduce the guy that officially made my night: CHOI AWESOME SIWON. SJ's most handsome, most perfect member. HIM. ME AND JESS. LESS THAN 1 METER. TO BE EXACT, HE WAS IN THE SAME FXCKING ROW AS US. How this happened? Tag along...

So apparently, SJ had this scene where Siwon was supposed to come out from the audience area and fly to the center stage. And it so happened, that that audience area is MY area. At first my cousin sitting on the other block was texting me asking why everybody is pointing at my area. It was break then (30mins interlude), and i joked saying that Eunhyuk just passed. Little did I know that that joke became reality. Not Eunhyuk but Choi Siwon :') The first pic there was when he went down the flight of stairs to get ready for his scene. So he walked past us and he sat among the audience. I thought he was just PASSING, and that's that. But in the end, he had this fighting scene and he fxcking came up the stairs again and he just had to stop RIGHT beside our row.... Lucky row 22.... and did the part where he put on his headphones. Please watch the video below for better reference. That time I felt my body froze. Like literally. Cause i was too shocked. I was shocked when he passed our row and was even more SHOCKED to have him stop right beside our row. My seat is seat3 and he was there beside seat1 :') I had my encounter with Siwon when i touched his hand in SS3SG. And now again, he made my heart flutter ;_____; He stood there for 5 seconds and it meant the world to us. I was frozen so I couldnt get his pics only that one lucky shot. That's after I gained my senses like 'shar you stupid! Get your fxcking cam!' So anyway, I was high. And still is. Everytime I look at that photo, my heart flutters. Thank you Siwon :')

hmm i think i can spot me and jess in this video. lol should screencap it next time.

Album of the Year

Before I spazz, 2NE1 won Song of the Year while SNSD won Artist of the Year. And it was a big deal to know that SJ wasnt even in the nominee list for Artist of the Year. And really, SNSD just promoted their album last month. How could they be artist of the YEAR, when the year is actually ending soon? D: So we all thought that WTF, SJ DIDNT MAKE IT? Even if they won ALL categories they're nominated in in the voting page of Mnet? Well I know the voting is only of little % but still.. hmm. ANDDDDDD.... DESPITE ALL THESE CONCERNS.... it turns out that MAMA still have 1 LAST award for the night ALBUM OF THE YEAR. And sources are saying that it's the GRAND PRIZE of the night cause it basically means.... BEST SONG BY THE BEST ARTIST OF THE YEAR. LIKE BAM! Double combo. And yes, the boys made it :') They were cheerful at first- oh hyukjae was so high that night - and then they started crying. I was like O____________O.. No no dont cry, nooooooooooo! They did, I did too. Idk what Teuk was saying but after seeing the translations, then I went all teary /sighs. My boys are perfect. And i want to make sure that this will not be your last award. Congrats boys, thank you for being my happy pills :')

Mnet Asian Music Awards 2011

2011-11-28T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hmm, what are these?

.......

HA-HA-HA HI PEEPS, IM WATCHING MAMA AWARDS 2011 !! AND AS IM WRITING THIS, SUPER JUNIOR IS IN SINGAPORE ALREADY! OH MY POOR HEART :') They arrived last night and stayed at Marina Bay Sands. figured. Today they (Siwon, Hyukjae, Sungmin) went to Raffles City to eat. And what was I doing when the rest go stalked them? Study, right :'(

'let's go, let's go, let's turn around if there's a dead end

if you're too stressed, let's take a break and just chill all day

i'm going to be exhausted if i keep sprinting in this rough world

wait and save up your energy, because your day will come soon' - Mr. Simple

Yes, my day is tomorrow.

So basically MAMA is a Korean Awards Show and a lot of Kpop artists other than SJ will be coming- 2NE1, SNSD, Miss A, Beast, etc. But really, the most important part here is.... me... seeing... the love of my life... with my own eyes :') Here, in Singapore. Live. No more admiring through comp screen. Tomorrow, im gonna SEE them in REAL life, LIVE. geez so much for the excitement. and since MAMA is an award show, seeing them win in front of me would be a dream come true. Them happy, me ecstatic. So yeah, im veryvery excited \o/ Gonna have my beauty sleep soon. lol, SJ SEE YOU TOMORROW!!!! <3

Hyukjae i will see your handstand live :')

New Blog Comin'?

2011-11-26T23:25:00.001+08:00

This is totally impulse. I was thinking............... Maybe I should open up a new blog.. If it wasnt a one-moment-kind-of-thing.... I think it would be fun to open up a blog where i can dump in my reviews about.... Restaurants. Good/bad restaurants I've been to. Yes, you may have guessed it..... A FOOD BLOG! I mean blame all the cooking apps Ive been playing on Itouch, i am now officially attracted to cooking D: And it would be fun to y'know, review and describe food.. Take pictures of em'. But i know ill be lazy to upload them everytime. Hmm, but well we'll see if this sudden excitement lasts :D For the meantime, enjoy these appetizing pictures :)

ps: im a fan of desserts <3

Fresh layout!

2011-11-23T02:47:00.001+08:00

HAHA. The last layout didnt last long. Here i am back with greyish, simple look. I dig it, really. And i really like the flash page in the beginning. Will add a few more stuffs here tomorrow :) Emm i just got my Semester2 results. Apparently I tried to access it but since everyone is accessing it at the same time, it took longer than shitting, geez. So I asked my friend in Indo to access it for me. And she succeed. Here, let me introduce you to the stalker genius who does magic Jess. Ill be watching MAMA with her! Hiphiphooray! Probably my last time seeing Teuk before he enlists. Oh, will not write what happened in SS4 Seoul cause ill reserve that for later---- when i eventually watch SS4 SG :D By the way, back to results. Hmm, no comment. Ok skip! Actually, not skip, bye. BYE! it's 2.46 here. Class tomorrow. Long month ahead. Ironic cause it's actually almost the end of November.

......Eighteen and rockin'

2011-11-04T00:02:00.003+08:00

It has become a habit that I'll write an entry just the day before I turn older. And here I am, having left with only 10 minutes to write this. Well um, this year has been fun. I was looking forward to being seventeen- y'know the credit cards, driving license, studying abroad. Now that im through it, I think im ready for the next phase in my life- EIGHTEEN. When it comes to eighteen, all i can think of is being LEGAL. But really, legal for what? O.O Clubs? Drinks? You know i dont do those stuffs haha Doesn't matter if I like it or not, time flies and considering the fact that this is my last shot of being seventeen (which i think is the right age for being considered a teenager), i am actually very concerned for the future. What new challenges are waiting for me ahead? I could barely survive this year's, but I eventually did :') But whatever it is, just like the previous years, I'll try my best. Cause even if the challenges are different or harder, I still have those who without a doubt for the past seventeen years; helped me along the rough patch.

So yes. One age older doesn't mean anything. I'll still be that girl who strives for happiness, finds pleasure in dancing, inspiration in Kpop and of course, finds comfort in her loved ones. But then again, she will still be that conventional teenager who is against smoking and drugs, hates school work and despise fakers. Despite all these, however, she is certain that she will still be grateful for her life as it is. I may turn older, but nothing will really change. Well maybe I hope the good ones stay and the bad ones leave. After all, who wouldn't want to change for the better? Like they said, the older the fiddler, the sweeter the tune :)

There you have it, 0:00. 04-11-2011. I'm eighteen, and will still rock your world.

Love,

Sharon Moniaga

That Comeback Post

2011-11-01T02:08:00.001+08:00

Oh my, just look at this abandoned blog. Lol dont worry! I just changed my layout... again. Well in case you don't notice, i tend to change blog layouts whenever i feel like writing. And this one is just sooo.. pink D: Not that i hate pink, it's just too pink, but whateves. It's not like i often write anymore. Hmm. It's getting boring at one point in time but then a lot of things bring me back here. I'm in Jtown, for two weeks (short but im enjoying every second of it), almost eighteen, and almost legal. Well i dont know if i changed that much but people have been saying so- ehm in terms of appearance yes.

Well im here to discuss the two sexiest men alive: Ryan Reynolds and Ryan Gosling. I know, random right? As you know.. Here in J'town, we welcome you to the world of pirated dvds- something i cant get in SG. So ive been indulging myself in good food and good movies. I was struggling to choose which of those movies should i watch first.. Well my choice narrowed down to two: Green Lantern and Crazy Stupid Love. It's like they're trying to say: Ryan Reynolds or Ryan Gosling? So i posted the question on Twitter and it was a tie- 2 said Gosling 2 said Reynolds. And i decided to go for Reynolds. Ok wait, let me introduce you to those two men in case you dont know them (gawd no).

Left: Ryan Reynolds. Right: Ryan Gosling.

Anyway, i will not spazz about how qually hot they are, I'm just going to blurt out the shocking news about them dating the same girl. Well what shocked me was that I watched Green Lantern first- which had Blake Lively in it- and googled 'Ryan Reynolds girlfriend'. Yeah yeah news about him and Scarlett Johanson divorcing lalalaa, and then BAM! A very recent news about him and Blake dating. ...... At first I was like "OMG YESS I APPROVE! GREAT COUPLE YAAY!". The fangirl mode lasts until I watched Crazy Stupid Love and googled the same thing, but this time: 'Ryan Gosling girlfriend.' To my surprise, Blake Lively came up and i was like "whoa wait...he used to date Blake too?" Ok, again, a picture of Blake Lively.

Blake Lively

Blake plays Serena in Gossip Girl, which is my favorite character, which also indirectly makes me like Blake lol. She's really nice irl. Not that i met her but you know.. her interviews and her personality, seems nice haha I mean i think she's free from scandal. You know......- those-bad-rehab-sex-violence scandal D: So yeah, the two guys I admired dated the same girl. Well not for Reynolds, cos they just started their relationship. Well.... GOOD LUCK TO YOU BOTH! I guess it's called 'Locationship' or in Indo we called it 'CinLok'- Cinta Lokasi hihi <3

Ok, im done writing. Should pick out ourfits for tomorrow. Im havin fun baby! Bye blogggieeee ;)

ps: im through study week, exam week, waiting for next sem's enrollment and currently crossing my fingers for my not-yet-relased exam results. boo. oh, hyukjae? He's having fun in Prague (Czech), Vienna (Austria), Dresden (Germany) and London (England). He's having what he called "Anchovy World Tour" <3

Goodbye August

2011-08-30T01:14:00.004+08:00

Uh wow, new blog layout yays! Was supposed to do my assignment but somehow got caught in making a blog layout /sighs. Took me hours to edit this ckck. Will edit the navigation buttons sometime soon. Not now. I have to catch up on my assignments. Exactly one week to do two craps :( While im suffering here, my juniors in bbs are enjoying their one month holiday for Lebaran. Shall we all shout Screw Uni? Hmm anyway, bad news in August. Heechul's leaving for the army. shocking much :( First of september. So gonna miss his everything. His jokes, his large connections, his witty jokes, his killer smirk........ :'( Teuk was crying like mad. We ELF cried too. well i did. And there's been this thing going around about hyuk being ugly. was planning to write a longggg post on this but decided not to. Cause i dont care what people say, he is perfect in my eyes :) And the other members are probably ganging up on him :( It did affect him in one way or another. i hope he doesnt lose his confidence :( anyways, im done typing. bye bye august. It's been a great month despite the many circumstances. My friends came to Singapore and they brought a piece of home with them. Ate so many good things. Am happy :) Ciao~

Super Junior 5th Album

2011-08-02T22:08:00.012+08:00

MR SIMPLE

HEY THERE. SUPER JUNIOR'S 5TH ALBUM IS OUT ALREADY. TITLE SONG: MR SIMPLE. THEIR CONCEPT IS 'UBERSEXUAL', WHATEVER THAT IS. LISTEN TO MR SIMPLE AND THE REST OF THE ALBUM COS ITS SO FREAKING GOOD! THE ABOVE IS THE TRANSLATED LYRICS OF 'MR SIMPLE'. NOT THE FULL SONG, MIND YOU. ONLY SOME PARTS :) SOME PARTS WHICH I THINK ARE PRETTY RELEVANT TO WHAT IM COPING RIGHT NOW :D WE SHOULD ALL TAKE IT SIMPLE AND EASY. NO DEEP THOUGHTS WHATSOEVER. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. ITS BEEN TIRING LATELY BUT THANK YOU SJ, YOU MANAGED TO CHEER ME UP~ LALALAA. EXCITEMENT LEVEL 100. OH BY THE WAY, LEE HYUK JAE!!!! YOUR VOICE IS BEAUUUTIIIFUULL! ITS LIKE SUGAR COATED CANDY. SWEET <3 AHH CANT WAIT FOR THE FREAKING MUSIC VIDEO. GONNA UPDATE THIS POST LATER HEHE.

MEANWHILE, ENJOY THEIR MV TEASER HERE

OH MY GOD ITS FREAKING HERE!!!! SUPER JUNIOR MUSIC VIDEO- MR.SIMPLE!!! I WAS WATCHING IT IN THE SCHOOL CANTEEN WITH MY FRIEND AND WE WENT ASDGHFJKALCRAZZYY.. I MEAN CMON! THE MV IS SUPERB, THEIR CHOREO IS GENIUS AND LEE HYUK JAE IS FREAKING GORGEOUS!!! THAT BREAKDANCE IS <3 EVERYONE ELSE IS JUST GREAT. AAAAA SJ, YOU NEVER FAIL TO IMPRESS PEOPLE ;_____;

:)

2011-07-23T14:02:00.001+08:00

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS.

BIRTHDAY Appreciation Post

2011-07-01T20:34:00.002+08:00

This is a birthday post to some Kpop artists i like :D Yonghwa, Seohyun and Teuk. The first two are like.. Belated birthdays. As for teuk, its still fresh, its today!! BTW, HELLOOOO JULYY!! Please be kind to me pretty pleasee? My exam marks are out on 6th of July /fingers crossed ;___; and ill be back to sg before you know it /hix. i dont want this holiday to end nooooooooo :( /sighs lets just start this birthday post shall we?

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JUNG YONGHWA!!

A handsome and talented musician named Jung Yong Hwa was born on JUNE 22, 1989. Saw you first in You're Beautiful. Then i googled you but then your name was still unfamiliar. but now, you are the Kpop heartthrob everyone is talking about :) On your birthday, though i was late, i hope that you'll take care of your super skinny body. I mean, you went for an extreme diet after WGM and your habits of drinking coffee and crunching on ice are seriously bad. lol. So yeah, take care of your health even if Hyun isnt there to take care of it anymore >w< ps: thank you for being so blunt and honest about your relationship with seo lol your description of your ideal girl was really obvious haha yongseo fans are grateful for that \o/

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SEO JOO HYUN!!

A beautiful innocent goddess was sent to earth on JUNE 28, 1991. Wow, isnt this fate? Yong and Hyun having their birthdays on June. emm, 6 days difference haha. Anyways, you are officially my bias in SNSD muahuaha. Though some people said you are an expressionless robot, that boring snsd member or whatever, i disagree. You have a unique personality unlike girls your age, thats why. You are so concerned with your health and everyone else's. That caring side of you is heartwarming :) Oh but sometimes your awkwardness is hilarious lol. Happy Birthday Seohyun! You are beautiful inside and out! By the way, what did yong do to you? After WGM, you kindda lose your "pure, innocent" image and BAM- the sexy appeal arises. lol yongg~ /tease tease. anyway, i wish to give you this virtual sweet potato since i know you LOVEEE goguma more than anything lmao.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PARK JUNG SOO!!

An angel fell on earth on JULY 1, 1983. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUPER JUNIOR'S ETERNAL LEADER, PARK JUNG SOO!!! TEUKIE~ TEUKIEE~ TEUKIEE!! ahh finally, one that i wish on time haha. TEEUUKK! you are 29 years old now (Korean age), 28 internationally. People are starting to call you ahjussi or uncle. cause yeah, 29 is not a young age anymore. like you said, its your last birthday in your 20s :') idk why but i find it sad :( 30 is your mark to go to the army. following kangin, i cannot express in words how the whole fandom would be without you, Super Junior's awesome Leader, angel Teuk. You are such a good leader Park Jung Soo, note that. Even if you are 29 already, you have the face of a 20 years old teenager, still lively, adorable and young at heart. I love your hardwork, your dimples, your narcissm, your addiction to white, your corny gags, your persistent effort to make sj as one and on top of all, i love the fact that SJ have you as their leader :) SARANGHAAEE!

ps: my graphics!

JULY!

2011-07-01T16:27:00.001+08:00

INTRODUCING... THE LUCKIEST DOG IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD...

CHOCO!!!!

WHO IS CHOCO? simple. he is my bias' dog. who is my bias? dang~ you must live in the outer space if you still dont know my bias. EUNHYUK duh :D and why am i writing about this? simple. IM JEALOUSSSS lol what >o< this is insane but really, hyuk is such a good owner ;____; the way he treated choco is like he's holding some sort of precious jewel huu. he brought choco to Sukira quite often (yesterday too), played with him, hold him and kissed him. oh by the way, im still not sure if choco is a girl or a boy but ill just say its a 'he'. haha. i watched all the videos of hyuk playing with his beloved dog and all the comments are the same.. "I WANT TO BE CHOCO" or "IM JEALOUS"- something like that. BY THE WAYY~ IVE WRITTEN A POST ABOUT CHOCO HERE ! and this post will be its continuation lol. CHOCO-LICIOUS PT.2! or.. JEALOUSY pt.2 ! HAHAHA omg am i that bored.

Dear Choco, i just want to let you know how lucky you are :') You may not know the fact that your oh so gorgeous master is a member of a South Korean boyband called Super Junior. You have to know that the whole fanbase- millions of them, or specifically, Eunhyuk stans like me, are drooling to be you /lol. But really, your master is just so cuteeee and innocent and lovely and adorable and i dont know which one to choose: you or him lol. I mean both of you are adorable creatuurreesss <3 how does it feel to stare into that single eyelid eyes of his? ppanjak ppanjak eyes. and that pouting puffy lips of his. kiyaa! amidst all this, hyuk is such a good master. he had you ever since he was in high school~ woo, how old are you then choco? D: GOD BLESS YOUR LIFE CHOCO LOLLL

omg what is this random post all about. oh right, i will continue with a birthday appreciation post in the next entry :) teuk, seohyun and yonghwa :D ps: this is a revenge for my blog hiatus, again lol

Voila!

2011-06-19T17:16:00.011+08:00

im through study week, exam week and now holiday week!! yaaaay! oh sorry, its not a week, its A FREAKING MONTH!! DOUBLE-YAAAAYY!!! i dont want to talk about how my exams went cause you know, there's this saying that the past is history and that it is a guidepost not a hitching post. well thank you dear author, there's also a saying that the future is a mystery and 'future' here means my freaking exam results. AAARGH. geez, lets forget about this and just live in the present shall we? :) MY present is THIS holiday. so yeah, i think ill make a holiday list to keep myself updated.

H O L I D A Y

~~Salon~~
~~Facial~~
~~Eat Eat Eat~~
~~Tee Business~~
~~New icons (update artbox)~~
~~Watch Kdramas~~
~~Read novels~~
~~Buy stationaries for new academic year~~
~~Buy stuffs to bring back to S'pore~~
~~Polaroid accessories~~
~~Wallet~~
~~Flats~~
~~Itouch4~~

oh by the way, I GOT MY KEEP CALM SERIES! Yippee!! my cousin told me about this cool website called bookdepository and you should ttly check it out cause it offers free delivery book service worldwide! thus i was able to get a surprisingly low cost for these popular books.

Keep Calm and Carry On basically contains meaningful quotes and touchy-feel aspects of self help and inspiration. As the book says, it claims to be a 'good advice for hard times'. This phrase is originated from the British Government's Ministry of Information during the 1939 war and was in a form of a poster to motivate and engage reassurance of its people. This book is a modest attempt at inspiration for hard times. Screw Calm and Get Angry like the title suggests, contains comforting negative thoughts that may steer you to a more nourishing, positive future. They called it 'resigned advice for hard times'. I honestly like this book better than the original Keep Calm and Carry On cause the quotes here are so very witty and they are not trying to make your life even bitter but they act as a temporary salve to help you release a little repressed steam. The last one is Keep Calm and Have A Cupcake. Its a super mini book (even smaller than the two already small books, wtf?) that contains sweet appetizing quotes about emm... food. basically cupcakes, but food in general. it says that one cannot think well, love well, sleep well, if one has not dined well. totally agree with this. so yes, this little collection is a cookbook for comfort. I truly recommend these three books to whoever reading this post right now cause the quotes are simply amazing and I often nod my head in concord. ahh~ how i love these kind of books <3

/THROWS CONFETTI

2011-06-01T19:59:00.004+08:00

HI THERE! ITS STUDY WEEK HERE IN SINGAPORE! emm that means.. one week holiday for you to study before the final exam. yes im having my exam next week D: study progress: 30%. otokee! Anyways, I BOUGHT MY POLAROID ALREADY! KYAAAAAAAAA! EVERYBODY EXCEPT THOSE WHO ARE DRIVING, PUT YOUR HANDS UP! *heechul's mode* i mean, F I N A L L Y! its been 8 months or so ever since i laid my eyes on this piece of awesome tech. You know i LOVVEE vintage. like there's something about vintage that is just so prestige and classy. that's why i want a Polaroid <3 the results are so vintage-y and real nice. umm you may be wondering why it took me quite some time to have MY own polaroid. well thanks to my wishy washy indecisive acts, its been quite a tiring journey. In marketing terms, polaroid is a specialty good that involves high involvement and long decision making. It is a unique product that motivates people to make an unusual effort to get it. A bit exaggerating but yeah, true. I compared prices here and there, asked people around, took me eight effing months to get this. So yeah, im happy \o/

I clearly remembered that time when i turned 17, I wanted a polaroid so bad it was on my wish list ever since. But i didnt get one in the end. so i thought that "Fine.. I'll buy one in Singapore". But thanks to the sudden breakdown in my laptop, I got a new laptop instead of a polaroid. Not that im complaining though. I know by heart that a laptop is more important than this. I NEED a new laptop. but in this case, I WANT a polaroid. In marketing terms, a need is states of felt deprivation. like, its part of the human makeup. And heck, i NEED a laptop cos duh, university, homework, projects, internet, blabalab. but in the WANT case, its a need backed by buying power. omg why am i reviewing marketing here. im not sure if these terms are correct but in my own personal opinion, its right. its my blog, my rules :)

AAA IM HAPPY. AND I CANT WAIT TO GO BACK HOME. but.. home is not home because emm.. i kindda received a bad news from Mom recently......... for some people, its just a news, but to me, its a heartbreaking one :( I have this nurse who has been taking care of me since i was born. like, err, she was there all along. All these times, during my seventeen years of life. She took care of me, company me everywhere, walked me to school, waited for my dismissal, walked me home, company me to different kinds of lessons (piano, kumon, mandarin), everything. She's like the second "mom". For me, she's a part of my family already. She was a catholic (now she's a Muslim, following her husband) and my family used to take her to church with us. Even though i had rough times with her, quarreling bla bla bla, but in the end, she's still my nurse. That one person outside my family circle who takes care of me and watch me grow. And now she wanted to quit. After seventeen years of loyalty and hardwork, she decided to stop working with us and follow her husband and according to Mom, operate a new business. What business? Idk.

Besides the point, i was seriously torn and the moment i received the news, i was beyond speechless. I mean heck! She was still there the last time i went to Jtown. And so you are saying that by the time i go to Jtown again this month, she'll be... gone? ....... I couldnt stop crying. Writing this makes me want to cry too. aaa /fanning eyes. I mean, how would you feel if someone soooo close to you suddenly leaves your life? again, this is exaggerating but im sure that i couldnt contact her as much as i want to now. Sometimes being strong means being able to let go. But it didnt occur to me that being strong is such a pain in the ass :'( People enter and leave our lives simultaneously, but i just thought that she would be one of the few who stays.. yeah we all lead different lives, and after all, she works for me. so yeah, this thing gonna happen sooner or later. its happening now :') nobody could understand my feelings cause I was the one who went through everything with her. she's MY guardian.

I just want to take this opportunity to express my gratitude to her. Suster... Thank you for taking care of me all these years. I hope you lead a pleasant life ahead. Even though we used to say that you'll be taking care of my babies in the future, well, you have your husband now. so i guess you'll have to take care of your own babies sooner or later. I love youuuu *long distance virtual hug* Thank you thank you thank you :')

Whoa, didnt realize that this post has turned out to be so sad. It's supposed to be a happy post! ><

KPOP Fever

2011-05-21T23:30:00.004+08:00

So i was just checking kpopsecrets @ tumblr and I realized how there were so many submissions saying how Kpop has ruined their lives, made them anti-social, addicted, bla bla bla. well many others have opposed to this and i will too :)

First. Kpop motivates me. why? You know how in Kpop, they are just soooo many things you want to buy. Albums, endorsements, merchandises, concert tickets, etc. Just look at my wish list! i guess 60% of them contains some Kpop-related materials. Exactly my point. Instead of fan-girling 24/7, being addicted to my favorite group and drooling over my bias without doing nothing, I realized that hey! if i want something, i should work to earn it. As a student, and by putting myself in my parents' shoes, there is nothing more blissful than seeing your child succeed in his/her studies. There you go. I study hard, try to get uber-satisfying marks, make my parents proud, and tada! I earned my rewards :) so i dont have to feel guilty if i ever overspend my money to buy Kpop stuffs. i earned it and i fxcking deserved it! <3 well of course this takes time. but its worth the try. sometimes you just gotta work hard and play hard <- my life motto.

Next, Kpop inspires me. Like. A. Lot. especially in dancing. emmmm ive been dancing since kindergarten and is still dancing now. not the ballet type mind you, i would love to but i didnt unfortunately. anyway, besides the point, i love dancing. i know by heart that i am still an amateur dancer but dancing makes me happy and Kpop.. oh boy, didnt you know that most of the groups have sick choreographies and cool routines? SWAGGG. Before i stepped into this amazing world of Kpop, i would just dance in performances, musicals, do cheerleading lalala~ learn steps from my high school teacher blah blah blah. Now? Thanks to the many interesting sickening yet confusing-and-sometimes-hard-but-still-cool dance moves that Kpop brings to the floor, i learn to follow their dance routines happily. Some of my friends said that my dancing style is so kpop-ish now. i kindda agree. and its a good thing i guess? oh! since my boyfriend Lee Hyuk Jae aka Eunhyuk is a freaking dance machine himself, how can i not be inspired you tell me ;)

Third. Kpop reveals a new hidden interest of mine- graphic design. Not gonna say hidden talent cause emm, yeah. i just like designing. i cant really draw but somehow, ridiculously, i work better with computers. they call it graphic designing. all those designs you may or may not have seen in my blog, DeviantArt, SJ World, my artbox, well they are all progressing because of Kpop. I joined forums to ship SJ and they actually give some tutorials. I used to think that Adobe Photoshop is like the most complicated thing on earth, i mean you already have the freaking Paint! Why use Photoshop. but now.. I LOVE PHOTOSHOP OMGGGG <3 in Kpop, you have icons, banners, signatures, wallpapers, etc. Well they are all dedicated to your favorite Kpop group or bias but really, me likey. i can edit photos, color them the way I like it, make it go vintage (i love vintage okay ;____;) and just do epic things :) people who have encountered my designs said that my coloring is pretty good. and i kindda agree D: i work with colors haha

To cut things short, i hope that those people who said that Kpop is a big mistake can also find the best of both worlds like I do. there's nothing wrong in dedicating your life into two different things. I may be a Kpop lover but i still follow Glee, Gossip Girl, 90210, etc. I may be obsessed with Eunhyuk and the boys but i do adore Matt Lanter, Chace Crawford, Ed Westwick, Johnny Depp, Chad Michael Murray, Channing Tatum, Adam Sevani and the list goes on. I even had this temporary fling to Bieber after i watched his Never Say Never movie. Lol lame i know. well yeah, i know how Kpop has its negative impacts as well. it made me have mood swings like ziiiingg~ like in Kdramas you know! you laugh then cry then laugh again then cry again. wtf are you trying to make me emotionally unstable? lol but really, i have something more serious. I HATE KPOP. why? it raises my standards on NORMAL boys like 1000000000000000x trololololol.

anyway, I would like to say thank you to my lifelong best friends who introduced me to Kpop 3 years ago. Thank you dearest <3

Keep Calm and Carry On

2011-05-17T20:57:00.004+08:00

hey y'all! im back in sg already :) lol yes this is an overdue post considering the fact that its been 2 weeks since i last updated this blog. well, better late than never right? anyway, going back to jakarta was one of the best decisions i ever made in my entire life. returning home is a sort of therapy to gain the same (or maybe more) strength and motivation i had when i first reached singapore. what motivation you ask me? well, ehm *clears throat* study, motivation to study >< well tadaaaaa, it is working now. i am studying weeks before the real exam! and this is a HUGGGEEEE improvement for me. im a last minute girl mind you. i dont give a damn for a test one month later but miraculously, i just thought that this time should be different. i thought that maybe if i study weeks before the real exam, i dont have to rush and be a mad woman one day before the exam. and since the competition here is ridiculous, i want to prove to everyone that fuck, age doesnt matter (im the youngest in the class). its the brain that matters :) oh one more thing. i want to prove to people that international students CAN get good grades. but this doesnt mean i will study-24-7-no-break-no-life-no-nothing unlike some people who are determined to get good marks. with me, its all luck and trying my best :) so jia youu! one more month and then HEY JTOWN! (again hihi) anyway, i wish to share a few random pictures just to get an insight of my current life you see..

i just bought this book last weekend and really, that saying of "dont judge a book by its cover" just didnt occur to me that time. to be honest, i bought the book solely because of the cover. i mean just look at it. it is hard cover, clean, white, cool, nice, everything <3 as for what is it for, i myself am not sure yet. yeah, you can say this is a useless expense lol but i uber like it!

introducing.......... MY BEST FRIENDS. they are always there when i need ya. MY green tea ahh <3 i love green tea okay! to be specific, Starbucks' Green Tea. Green Tea Latte, Green Tea Frapucinno. anything. i heart y'all. btw, i dont really like Starbucks' new logo. felt like smtg missing hmm but i dont really care cause its the heavenly drink that matters. speaking of green tea, imma go get a cup later. oh right! my friend said Starbucks is having a half-price promotions! me wanntttt!!

hhehe of course. it'll be very empty if i dont talk about Kpop stuffs. just like my affection towards Green Tea, my love for Kpop is as significant too. so there you goo!!! My SJ merchandise that i bought here in Singapore. one thing i love about sg is that despite its small-one-red-dot-in-the-map-city-state area, its easy for you to shop. its one hell of a shopping paradise! online, offline, whenever, wherever. its just so easy to buy smtg from the internet and then days after, you meet up somewhere (usually the mrt) to collect your stuffs. just. like. that. the two files there are Eunhyuk and Sungmin official Everysing file, then as you can see the bright blue light is the SS3 official lighstick, emm SJM Perfection Album Ver A (in the process of ordering the B version) and the Eunhyuk photocard i traded previously, last but not least is my SM Town Eunhyuk Fan <3 seee, another wish list can be crossed out now. uh yay!

all tumblr users must be familiar with this ^___^ yes! ITS THAT INFAMOUS MUSTACHE!!! <3 and what are they doing here? well here's the thing. at first i wanted to make one mustache shirt for myself (since im dying to have one) but the producer said that it can only be made if it met the minimum requirement- one dozen- 12 pieces. then i kept thinking and finally came up with this GENIUS idea. why not i sell these shirts? so there you go. the above picture is my design and is a sample of how the shirt will look like. i offered a few of my friends and to my surprise, some of them even ordered two and more! as a result, i have to order about 2 more dozens. im happy :') it all started cause i wanted to make one for myself but who knew it'll receive such a great interest? so yeah, gonna start this 'business' as soon as i get back to jtown. you too readers, if you are interested, please tell me by dropping a comment on the chatbox or simply email me here --> xoxo.shar@hotmail.com :) have a nice day y'all. and like that British quote says: KEEP CALM AND CARRY ON.

cloud 9

2011-04-30T04:22:00.003+08:00

4.07am. i got to write this post, i HAVE TO. i will write no bullshit and get straight to the point since im so tired from my evening flight. /sighs....

ehh? wait....
FLIGHT?..
HAHA!

YES BABY IM BACK HOME!!!!! *throws confetti*

im here, in indonesia, writing this post in my OWN FREAKING ROOM. like when i look around, i see my bed, my wardrobe, my dolls, my tissue box.............. err, anyway! besides the point, im here. and i feel like im on top of the world, simply ecstatic! yohoo! again, i had tears of joy. looking at my house gate made me teary. yes i was THAT happy. like i can finally say: yes, IM HOME FELLAS! :')

before i left from singapore, i felt this heavy burden on me. call me lame but really. when i met my family, talked till 3 just now, that burden........ is not gone mind you- but seems lighter. idk how to describe it. like i found the strength to continue whatever shit i was doing. many will find this exaggerating but i do find the motivation to start again. like the same motivation i had when my family sent me to that small island. its kind of an irony to say that my life is perfect now. but it is. at least for this moment. at this second, and for the three days ahead.

by the way, THIS IS A MEDITATION OKAY! GOING HOME IS A MEDITATION. It relives me from stress and it self regulates the body and mind too. well of course, meditations are supposed to be quiet and serious and stuffs, but no. i have this thing called : SELF-INDULGENCE MEDITATION <3 its supposed to be fun! fun for me and fun for you MUAHAUHAUAH. its good for the body and soul!! ill indulge myself in many many many delicious food, hence good for the body and ill hang out with my beloved family and friends which is good for the soul. so yes, IM HAPPYY!~ :) though im kindda sleepy, im still not satisfied with this post. like there are just SOOOO many things to write about. its kindda funny referring back to my previous post (yes that capslock one) and comparing it with this happy-go-lucky entry. people will think i lead two different lives. no i dont have an alter ego ok -____- its just that we all have our ups and downs. and for now, im definitely UP UP UP there. lmao whaat

Nothing feels better like home. that feeling of coming back is a pure satisfaction. The pleasure to be with my family outweighs all the things ive been complaining about these past 2 months. If i have them, i can do anything :') and though i dont say this often to you guys, i love you more than you can imagine. Thank You for making a home that feels like no other. The comfort, the joy, the love.. /sighs. its only been 2 months. TWO, FREAKING, MONTHS. and yet im acting like ive been away for 2 years. lol idthink i can survive anywhere farther than sg D: but hold on sharon, this is for your education only. after you graduate, you can have as much home as you want. i feel like making 'home' as a noun and a verb lmao

anyway, i should be sleeping by now. goodnight! sweet dreams! i know i will <3

Outburst

2011-04-15T22:49:00.002+08:00

THIS IS MY FIFTH TIME EDITING THIS POST SINCE I JUST CANT FIND THE RIGHT WORDS TO DESCRIBE MY HECTIC, BRAIN-STRAINING, ENERY-DRAINING LIFE. SO YES, I JUST WANT TO THANK MY ANNOYING, SHITTY ASSIGNMENTS FOR MAKING MY LIFE COMPLETE. YOU WIN. MY STRESS-O-METER IS ON ITS APEX AND NEVER IN MY LIFE HAVE I WRITTEN A POST WITH CAPS LIKE THIS. SO I HOPE YOU ALL GET WHAT I MEAN .sighs. life's hard get a helmet.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE AWESOME HYUKJAE

2011-04-04T21:17:00.006+08:00

four april one-nine-eight-six;

an ~~anchovy~~ awesome boy was born

yes today is my love's birthday. ahh i dont know how to start this post. i mean ive literally spazzed about him almost everyday so i dont know what else is there to describe this amazing guy. he's 26 now (korean age) and even i myself cant believe that im attracted to a guy EIGHT years older than me. i mean, HOW CAN HE BE SO YOUNG! [appearance wise]. though sometimes i can see his eye wrinkles when he laughs, but still.. he doesnt look like a 26 year old. . . he's 10. puahahuahauhaua!

hyyuuukk~ you're 26 now. one step closer to your enlistment, huh? i hope that when you get enlisted in the army, i wont be a fan of yours anymore. i mean i cant imagine how it will be to see the guy ive been spazzing for for the last 2 years go hiatus for err 2 years. reality bites, no? anyway, for your birthday this year, i hope that you will shine in whatever things you do. i hope you get a girlfriend too. and no im not going to be delusional and say its me, but as in.. a real girlfriend. the one i agree on of course :) and if you do have a girlfriend now... /sighs in conclusion, i hope you'll gain weight cause ive been reading news that you are super skinny in real life (which you are). stay healthy please. dont get weird diseases like swine flu- wth .____. i just want to let you know that you are an AMAZING dancer. even though most people think that you are only good, i think you are GREAT. like Step Up says "you are born from a boombox". keep on dancing cause that really IS your real talent. i learned a lot from you too (yes my dance style now is so kpop-ish T___T) and

last but not least, thank you for dragging me into kpop. lee hyuk jae, happy birthday again. i love youuuuu ♥

ps: the icons above are made by me :) click here for more art work.

its a tribute for hyuk's bday ^_____^

sweet potato

2011-04-02T19:38:00.001+08:00

allow me to retrace back to the past. this post in particular --> CLICK!. as you know, YongSeo is part of WGM and they are ending soon. heck, they ENDED already. i wanted to write this post last week but i think now is the perfect time to write after seeing their LAST heartbreaking episode. i know its just a freaking virtual marriage, but i think its cruel for WGM to create such high hopes that the couples are real in real life too. when i first heard of them joining the show, i was super excited and i dont even know why. watched their first episode and i was like.. "yeah okay it was plain awkward". really, they are super awkward. but then i realized, hey! thats the kind of feeling you should get when you first meet someone. chemistry develops. so after following them since last year, i got this shocking news that they are ending soon. i got a hunch after that wedding episode though. how ironic was it for them to finally have their wedding episode the previous month and a separation scene the next month? to cut a long story short, I DONT WANT THEM TO END! ;______;

this couple takes it slow but sure. this couple shows us how relationship is supposed to bloom. this couple is the very definition of.. a couple. lol i like the little touches and interactions they made, not too many, just right enough for me to squeal :D so.... WHY END YONGSEO? :( WHO WILL FILL MY SATURDAYS WITH SQUEALING!! huu their last episode got me all teary. and the subs are not out yet. even if i dont understand what they are saying, i cried real bad seeing their last interactions. actions speak louder than words- or translations in this case :( they went back to the first time they met. the same outfit, the same places, the same ending place. and i find it really sweet of yong giving so many stuffs to hyun. Hyun too, wrote a story about them "Yongseo Story Part II". Its a continuation of what she gave last year in the goguma field. huu gogumas . . .

the above video is from their previous episode, where seo sang and fxcking played a guitar to yong. she pretended that she forgot all the guitar chords yong taught her. and BAM! a reply to yong's banmal song, and perfect guitar playing. the last time i remembered, seo cant play the guitar. but now~ WHEW. oh! since yong lost the scarf seo made for him (yes how unfortunate), yong was super guilty so HE made a couple scarf for him and seo. a guy.. knit.. a scarf.. for you. that's.... oh, TWO scarfs. how did he even do that amidst the hectic schedule he has? yong why so sweet ;_____; anyway, they ended WGM with yong sending hyun home. and when hyun went inside the apartment, she kept on standing there, not willing to go inside. and she went outside and they hugged :'(

the grey and pink scarf!

i hope this is just a new beginning for them. i mean they will still meet each other on music shows and such. yongseo cannot top all sj pairings combined. no matter how i ship hyukmin or eunhae or whoever, yongseo is different duh. GOGUMA COUPLE.. ALL THE BEST FOR YOU GUYS. and what i mean by best is for you two to be in a relationship in real life :) ill miss you guys for sure huu. and here are a few gifs to reminisce their sweet journey together. aahhhh <3

the last gif is from the last episode :( thanks gogumalove!

ONE MONTH AND COUNTING

2011-03-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

24th March 2011, 22.02pm.

HEY Y'ALL! TODAY IS MY ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY IN SINGAPORE! <3 yes i may sound excited but hey, who says text cant lie? i am loaded with this load of stuffs to load. hahha whut, the point is, im struggling with so many things. assignments, personal life, more assignments /sighs. life is always like this, isnt it? it never gets a long term break. breaks in life are happy! great! refreshing! nice! whatever! but they only last for a short time. SO TELL ME, WHATS THE POINT? lets say, you're enjoying this delectable ice cream. that "oh-my-god this-is-so-good, best-thing-ive-ever-had!" kind of feeling only lasts for that let's see..... 2 minutes? but yeah, if i am officially on break in life, that means im dead. as in dead, dead. SO YES, LETS CHERISH EACH DAY, SHALL WE? ++++++ *plus signs for positive thinking

umm emm, i am not going to say i miss anyone in this post. i think you readers should get that by now. i mean my every other post had that "miss" word on it, lol. so today i will just summarize what my days here have been like. and duh, pictures speak better................ maybe not always, but most of the times ^_________^ ps: this is just one of the many excuses to avoid writing <3

hehe, sorry. they are all random pics. have nothing to do with me, seriously. OH APART FROM THAT STARBUCKS THING. awww i miss starbucks :( KYAA, cross out 'miss', i promised to not use the word 'miss' today. lols starbucks is here in spore duh, but i YEARN for starbucks puri. that friendly atmosphere, cozy chairs, my spillage of 411 <3

anyway, i came across a type of person today. what do you mean types? y'know, the shy ones, the confident ones blahblah. this time, however, i came across the FAKE ones :) and Thanks to Urban Dictionary (2011), i found the PERFECT description for IT.

A fake person- basically someone who is not just not true to herself and only does things to impress other people in attempt to make friends, often will even do drugs if someone tells her its 'cool'

one piece of advice: KEEP IT REAL, WILL YA?! ><

太完美

2011-03-13T22:51:00.001+08:00

new layout yaayyy! i can finally cross one of my new year's resolution~ HAHAHA. it's simple but neat. took hours to complete it. anyway, no i did NOT make this. i simply edited it and yes, make the necessary changes. It was a SHINee layout at first, and i had to change all the icons, the links, the shortcut pic- blah blah blah. Anyways, to whoever made this layout from scratch, BRAVO! real nice work :)

if you ask me, what i like most about this new one is the pink crown up there. emm you see- on top of the address bar. beside my blog's name.. there's a tiny crown to specialize my blog hahaha. i was wondering of what to put up there and i guess crowns are safe choices. oh right! the small fish beside my post too! heheeh, anchovies right? i know hyuk is not an anchovy anymore, he's a beansprout now. but no, he still acknowledge himself as 멸치or myeolchi or anchovy.

okay, enough of the anchovies. this is my second week of school. emm, my student pass turned out fugly. they rejected my photos cause they cant see my eyeberows (-_____-), so i had to take a new one with my fringe pinned up and both my ears seen. they made it black and white and zoomed in my face. then BAM! it turned out freaky. but im delighted over the fact that my student id came out pretty well, hehehe.

anyway, when i thought Singapore is just Jakarta's next door neighbor, I. WAS. WRONG. distance matters. i miss my house, my family. my refrigerator . . . . . i miss having mondays and fridays off too. now im beginning to hate Sundays again cause i have class the next day..

oh hi march

2011-03-01T21:24:00.004+08:00

since February has only 28 days, then it has been one month since Super Show 3. the photos are still in my folder, waiting to be watermarked and HOPEFULLY, be exposed in facebook :) anyway, im in singapore already. so far, im still not used to the public transport. the taxi & bus drivers are cast of the "Fast and Furious". really, they are fast .... and furious D: its quite confusing at first.

ANYWAY, today is Curtin's orientation. and i cant help but to find Curtin epic. mm i got enrolled in four classes, Accounting, Marketing, Management and Business Information Systems. super glad that i did Marketing and Management before in MIBT. ohyay i already miss home though. i miss having mondays off, and i miss dancing in Celfit. sometimes i miss high school and foundation too /sighs. i think im too young to be in Bachelor's program. woot woot.

~ciaofornow.willpostwhenitstimetopost

singapore

2011-02-17T23:49:00.001+08:00

exactly one week away from Singapore. unlike last January, i was effing excited cause yes, i got to see the love of my life in SS3 Sing <3 this time around, however, its different. im going to Singapore not just for 1 day or 1 week but emm, much longer period than that. i got enrolled in Curtin Singapore for March intake. today, 17th February 2011, marks my last week here in Jakarta. /sobs

singapore is not that bad i know. its really near with Jakarta but...... i got to live independently D: there, you have to walk, use the bus or mrt. here? we got freaking drivers to send us around :) im going to miss my house really badly. my room, my bathroom, my drawers, my books and most importantly, my family :( my bro was just telling me that he got a replacement for when im away------- a dog. thank..thank you so much .________. anyway, AAA MY BED, my pillow, my bolster, even my maids.. oh right! MY CLOTHES!! i cant bring them all there huhu MY SHOES! MY BAGS! aaa crisis. in conclusion, i need somekind of genie to transfer my house, complete with its contents, as well as my fam to Singapore. that way, i can live happily ever after ^__________^

im going to spend my last week here with joy. well at least thats what i thought. but considering the fact that my body is really weak now.... i.. idonthinkso. body, heal quickly please. antibodies, do your thing right argh. ohh! didnt i tell you i was having a bad fever when i got back from SS3? and to my despair, it was exam week. HOWEVER, i got my results yesterday. ANDDDD... TADAAAAAAAAAAAAA! i did perfectly fine. i completed my foundation course and took eight subjects, 4-4. results? EIGHT HIGH DISTINCTION FOR ALL. *jumps in joy* HD means you get 80 and above. im really happy. thank you God, ilu really ;_____;

anyway, this is it. seven days to go, seven days to create even more memories and seven days to pamper myself. ciao all~ wish me luck :)

Super Show Three Singapore

2011-02-01T00:25:00.003+08:00

it took me a while to write this post since im still on excitement level one hundred. i mean, cmon. i finally got to see the love of my life with my own pair of eyes. so to make things short, i will only emphasize on five things in this post ^_________^

1) Super Show 3 is daebak

i cannot describe in words how great the concert was. normal concerts would be just singing and dancing but with Super Junior, its different. they actually INTERACT with fans. they smile, take pictures and make us feel delighted. so its not like a one way thing. this is what you call the two way model of communication :) their stage is designed in a way they got to play around with us and make us feel involved. unlike some plain boring concerts, they dont stay in one area, instead, they go and explore the audience. however, despite the bad weather, the concert was something worth waiting for and it was totally an unforgettable moment. like duh, i can still imagine Super Show 2 Malaysia last year. what more now? vivid pictures are rolling in my mind.. happy, exciting pictures.

2) Hyuk saw my banner, waved and smiled at me

now this is big. i mean yes my bias, Lee Hyuk Jae, saw the banner i made with all my heart and he kindda pointed at me and waved and smiled. its his smile that matters ;________; in case you're wondering, its this banner im referring to :)

and this is when i got to see hyuk in less than one meter. he is such a hyper boy im serious. taking pics of him is frustrating. he cant stop moving D: but ohwells, love takes patience lmao.

3) I touched Donghae's hands

another big news. bigger news perhaps. if you're wondering how i got to do all these things, here's for you: i walked up to the front, leaned against the railings and well yeah, screamed my lungs out for them. my seat was the 5th row from the walking stage so i got to move in front to the first row. i got to compete with other fans as well.. aaaa it hurts .____. but anyway, the main objective here is to attract the attention of whoever coming on our way.

and.... it worked with Donghae. i was just letting out my hand in the hope that he'll reach out for me. and fxck, he did D: i had this reflex to smell my hand when he reached out for mine. and guess what, his hand smells like powder, baby powder or something. and his was reallllyy smooothh. and that smile of his.... arrrrghhhhh it can break all frustrations ;_________; donghae-ah.. why so perfect..

huhuhu there. he was reaching out like that. the picture above was five seconds before he reached out for mine. wells, after that i could feel my head spinning. like literally. i thought i could collapse any instant. so then i went back to my seat ...... and took a drink..... still mesmerized D:

4) I touched Siwon's hands

well in Siwon's case, i was just playing by luck. i went down again, and reached out my hand just like i did with Donghae. but with Siwon's case, its different. with Donghae, he grabbed mine. but with Siwon, i grabbed his. lmao. /force. his was big.. and sweaty. so i decided not to smell it LOLL. instead i wiped it off on my Boys In City shirt kekeke.

yes that's my hair, mind you.

5) Yesung took my turtle doll

now THIS. is jackpot of the day /cries hard. i brought two gifts to ss3- monkey for hyuk and turtle for yesung. yes my second bias is min but i did make a banner for min so idkwhy but i want to give smtg to yeye. let me show you some stuffs.

sungmin eunhyuk and my friend's donghae banner

monkey and turtle

yesung with MY MY MY turtle. not clear i know but this fancam will show it all ;_____;

CLICK HERE

huhuhu i cant believe it. i threw it way before he took it. what surprised me was that he almost missed it. but i think he saw that turtle and he came back to pick it up. i.... im speechless. he held that lucky turtle, sang his lines, and threw it to the moshpit. holy moments of joy ;____; thank you yesung, you are climbing up my bias list. ilyouuuuuuuuu <3

CONCLUSION

Super Show 3. 29 January 2011. Singapore Indoor Stadium. 6.30pm. Mark this date, place and time. It's going down my history book. thank you Super Junior, each and everyone of you. you guys are fucking real. and you guys are 10000x more handsome in real life. gawd chul... super handsome idek. sungmin, you are the cutest thing that ive ever seen alive.and hyuk, you are just gorgeous. you glow by the way.

ps: EXAM WEEK IS THIS WEEK. in fact, i have exam tomorrow morning. thus i need to get out of this euphoria mood and get to study mood. practically impossible but i know one factor that will motivate me: SS3 Malaysia. sharon~ go go go! :)

one day to rocking

2011-01-28T18:57:00.000+08:00

exactly one day away from Super Show 3. this time around, it feels like im going for my first date. it has to be perfect, it has to be what i planned it to be. but for the past 17 years of my life, i realized that plans are nothing, its the planning that matters. therefore, i really hope my planning goes right so i can enjoy the show as i imagined it to be: fun, cool and rocking.

while my friend's objective is to see her bias, my objective this year is slightly different. well i did see my bias last year on March so this year im going classier: getting him to recognize me. lallalalaaa~ such high hope. well duh its not like im going to make a big sign that says "I'M SHARON", but what i mean is to be more prepared this year. reminiscing SS2 last year: i broke my camera, no lightstick, no banners, no gifts. well this year, im not going to make the same mistakes again, so yeah ^_________^ yes dear, i broke my camera just two hours before the concert. its wet cause i spilled my water bottle in my bag D:

anyways, im uber excited and im in the midst of packing now. too bad i find it necessary to blog now hhehe i mean what is a blog for? :) finalizing stuffs : banners (eun hyuk and sung min). lightsticks: one that has eunhyuk's name, and the other one is the original tube. gifts: monkey for hyuk and turtle for yesung. so you may be wondering.... what?! yesung? idk really. i suddenly have this urge to give smtg to him D: weird me is weird. hahahahahaa nails: SAPPHIRE BLUE.

adieu~ will be back with a freaky, over the top post about the concert. hahaha by then ill have exams to take care of sheesh. whateves~ you guys go study, i go gaga with SJ. muah~ <3

ONE WEEK

2011-01-22T17:06:00.000+08:00

kekekek hey there. my hectic week is over. HALLELUYA, yes? emm my management assignment... it went well, really well, cause my group got the highest *cheers. then Academic Study Skills, the presentation went okay too. though i laughed throughout the whole ppt, the teacher said it was really good, HAHAHAHAHHA idek. and here goes: Marketing Assignment. mygod. this is heartbreaking. so i slept at 3 fxcking AM, editting everyone's work, polishing all the little details, woke up at 6.30, off to school, only to realize one number was done wrongly. soooooo we have to fix it again during break. huhuhuh T_____T i hope all of these are worth it.

BUT DESPITE ALL THESE... LETS TALK ABOUT SOMETHING HAPPIER SHALL WE? ITS EXACTLY ONE WEEK BEFORE SUPER SHOW 3 IN SINGAPORE. AM I EXCITED? AHAHHAH CONSIDERING THE CAPS I USED, YES I FXCKING AM. SO LET ME JUST TELL YOU MY WHOLLEEE PLAN :D

1) Attractive Banners

Banner #1 - i made this btw hihihi <3

Banner #2 - either muscular anchovy : 근육 멸치

or sexy leehyukjae : 섹시 이혁재

or i want you leehyukjae : 너를 원해 이혁재

or something. :) I SHOULD JUST MAKE EVERYTHING LMAO

these are supposed to be towels though :(

2) Attractive Gifts

(ordering............. but not yet confirm)..

(other animals are available too but this one is just PUAHAHAHAA)

one of these. preferrably A3 LMAO

3) Lightsticks (YAAAYY I HAVE THREE :p)

*the tallest one is off. should hurry buy batteries D:

4) SPAO SHIRT (got this one as well <3)

should i wear the listen girl one or the boys in city?

5) BLUE NAILLSSSSSSS :)

electric blue

or maybe a lighter one

ONE WEEK FROM NOW.

SUPER SHOW 3 SINGAPORE~

GO GO GO!!!! ♫♫ ♥♥

ASADSAKFASFASLLAS

2011-01-18T00:54:00.000+08:00

hyuk's signature ;_________;

no explanation required. YAAAAAYYY!! <3 online shopping daeeebbaaakk! been looking for this calendar and tadddaaa! finalllyy ;____; and my cousin did collect the ss3 tickets already huuuuu so happy. thank youuu. :)

now.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANGIINNN!!!!!

i miss you, i really do ;_________; your distinct, soothing voice huhuhu. i hope you're well in the army. please do it quickly so you can come back again :) speaking of army, its not long till chul and teuk join in :( i....i dont know what to say. happy birthday kim yong woon. KANGIN means strong. and just like you, we will be strong and wait for you. KANGIN HWAITING! have a greeaaaaatttt birthdayyy! ps: your voice in short journey made me cry a lot :(

so then..

2011-01-17T02:45:00.001+08:00

well, no, im not closing this blog. that post was made out of anger. and i dont even know why T_____T im watching SS3 Singapore (after all the problems, yes...), and im wondering where else should i post my rants if not here. i need to spazzzzzz.. and tumblr is only for short posts and nice pictures..... and quotes...... and sj updates. if i spam in twitter, my followers will get ASDFFGGKKASLL!! soo.. i decided to keep this blog but i will modify certain things kekeke. i mean this blog has existed for more than 2 years already ;_______; too bad if i close it down just because of some irrelevant affairs.

anyways, im wondering if i should purchase One Piece's Luffy Hat. because apparently hyuk loves Luffy D: so if i buy this, there's a probability that he will wear it aaaaaa~

THIS. IS. A. RANDOM. POST.

IDEK.

Welcome to My Life.

2011-01-14T23:55:00.003+08:00

sighs. i dont even know where to start. at this point, i feel like closing this blog and start a new mysterious one where no one, and i do mean no one, can find that blog :) it will be cool y'know.. pouring out what you really think. i mean thats what blogs are for. i can write shit, i can write crap, and if people do read them. well whateves, those are my fxcking thoughts. so yes, i should be on permanent hiatus hahaa

so now you're probably wondering whats with the crappy introduction. here goes:

today is a baddd badd day. well yes, i did FINALLY purchase my Eunhyuk Wannabe 2011 Calendar and im happy about that. Super Show 3? HAHA. what a fxcking joke -________- my heart broke and tadddaaaaa~ /faiiilll... anyways, i was on the final step to purchase the tix, only to realize they are for the second show. and while there has been so many planning spent on ss3 (like how we decided not to go for sg, wait for malaysia, then we came up with manila, I spent days looking for ticket, then fail, so we decided to go for sg- which I (again) looked for the tickets), i have to say im physically and emotionally tired. what i hate most about searching tickets is that... you spent HOURS, and DAYS and NIGHTS looking for those precious babies, only to find some people still complaining. well whats people without complaints? :) at this point, im complaining myself. soyeah~ no judgments.

oh dont get me started on assignments. yes they are piling up and i dont fxcking care. if it was an individual thing.. i.....i dont know what ill do to it. too bad this is group work and it would be unfair to you know.. not contribute >/< at this point, my group-mates are having some sort of silly misunderstanding. oh! no no. im not involved. i will, and always be a middlemen :D but.. darlings, one thing: WE ARE NOT IN HIGH SCHOOL ANYMORE! well yes i know girls can be temperamental and emotional and bitchy and etc.. but this is a pure misunderstanding. it is something even kindergarten kids can let go off. lets root in for peace, yes? <3

so please, give. me. a. fxcking. break ;___________;

if frowning takes 10 muscles. what more an angry face?

Dwaeji Toki

2011-01-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

okayy.. what is this sudden spam of dolls? hehe first, this is taken from a kdrama called "You're Beautiful". its such a big hit not only because the cast is superb (Jang Geun Seuk, Park Shin Hye, Jung Yong Hwa, Lee Hong Ki, etc), but the story itself is funny and nice <3 soo.. my friend went to Korea during her break (envy her ;____;) and guess what.. kekeke.. SHE BOUGHT ME ONE OF THOSE!!! ♫ ♫

THE ABOVE IS MINEEE. ISNT IT CUTEEEEE <3

its called: dwaeji toki or piggy rabbit.

if you're wondering why, go check out the movie! or maybe my short review about it long time ago hehe check it out here

oh by the way, assignments are piling up. and as much as i wanted to say "i dont care"... i should really care about this one cause its concerning my fxcking marks :) so yeah, the words "no choice" are written all over my forehead. but since i have fringe covering my forehead, you cant really see it (ohmygodwhathappenedtome). ASDSSASLKL ANYWAY. i would like to invite everyone to visit my friend's blog --> here. she just renewed her blog layout with a sprinkle of magic done by mua hihi. have a nice day y'all! DWAEJI TOKI!

random addition:

BEST GIF EVER MADE

LOVE THIS TO CORE OMGGGGG

WHY SO SQUISHYYYYYYY <3

Ring in The New Year!

2011-01-02T01:53:00.001+08:00

"Drop the last year into a silent limbo of the past. Let it go, for it was imperfect and Thank God that it can go.."

hey there!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!! whoa- how is this even possible. HOW CAN TIME FLIES SOOOO FAST?! cckckkckckk this is terrifying D: reminiscing.. 2010 is the very definition of fun. the good kind of fun and the bad kind of fun. just how can bad be fun? in any case, 2010 is the epitome of change. well i got to experience everything that year.

the first half of 2010, i am still a high school student in BBS. i still have to wear school uniform, wake up at 6 everyday and study under a lot of school rules and regulations. i am surrounded by my loved ones then.. them.. who always been there for me, during my ups and downs in life. them.. who knows me really well, it surprised me sometimes. them.. my circle of friends that is just too awesome to describe. im in my comfort zone. adding on, i got to see the idols i admire most on March and that was probably one of the best things that ever happened to me. Moving on, i got to study for my IGCSE and my final year exam on June. to wrap it up, it was my last year in bbs, my last year in high school. i got to experience prom, sweet sixteen, a holiday to Bali, etc. twas REALLY great.

the second half of 2010, im moving out of my comfort zone and reaching out to a larger mass of people. yess.. its university life. well im not really in uni right now but well, college is a better term for it. my friends are all going to different places and so many farewells are happening in the 2nd half of 2010. we are still in touch now of course :) (thanks to bb, twitter, fb etc) anyway, im stepping into this new zone called MIBT. i dont have to wear uniform, i dont have to wake up at 6, school hours are shorter, there are basically fewer rules and i got to meet different individuals. its all about adapting though.. and im still on that stage where i am already adapted but am still figuring out the best way to adapt. omg this doesnt make sense. but yeah, im on that whatever stage. oh! my marks here are brilliante :) and yes im enjoying that to the core <3

so what did i do on new year's eve? FIREWORKS? HELL YEAHHHH HAHHAHA. BUT!! there was a classic twist to that. and when i said twist, it does mean twist.. i was in Puncak with my cousins and we set up a firework in our villa's garden. well.. like most fireworks, it was supposed to go UP and then BAMM! beautiful colors.. reality? it went SIDEWAYS. OMYYYGOODNESS.. it was an EPIC FAIL. it was like a BOMB, seriously.. we lit up and we waited for it to go up. BUT THEN.. it produced this SCARY, LOUD BANG.. and the sparks went sideways....... going in our direction. Thank God we were all far away from the little devil.. we set it up for five minutes and the after shock was well.... 30 minutes. it was really dangerous and creepy and omygod i dont know how to describe it anymore. i even hid under a table >< what went wrong was probably the way we put it up. it kindda fell and alas, we were the victims D:

anywayy... TWO-THOUSAND-ELEVEN 2011. YES. this year is going to be different i supposed. i just hope that it will be even more blissful and fun. God, i want nothing but happiness.. really.. so i hope that 2011 will bring out the best in me and the people around me. despite the many circumstances that i will have to endure, i hope there are solutions to all those.

so for you awesome people out there.. HAPPY NEW YEARR!! ITS A NEW BEGINNING EVERYONE! i hope you are all enjoying this new year as much as i do :) welcome to a new exciting journey! 2011~ go go go!

ps: i hope i get to see SJ once again /fingers crossed

AFF

2010-12-27T17:18:00.001+08:00

im no fan of football, really. well im not into playing it either but i prefer watching the game itself. so well, this is what its all about: Asian Football Festival. Indonesia has surprisingly surprised (if that make sense) everyone for going up the finals of AFF. their opponent? Malaysia. i know Indonesia had some unresolved problems with Msia but well, this is sport. so its should be fair and square, right?

anyway, the finals will be held in two countries, Malaysia and Indonesia respectively. Yesterday was the first leg of the match in Malaysia and Malaysia won by 3-0. ... BUT.. <-- notice the BIG BUT here.. there were some unfavorable issues going around yesterday. #malaysiacheatlaser was the first on Twitter Trending Topic and "USE LASER" was, if im not wrong, the third or fourth. SO WHAT IS THIS LASER THING?

you see that green light over there? well thats what we meant by "laser". so apparently, Malaysian supporters used this sort of laser to distract INA players. so just imagine yourself being one of them, trying to shoot this ball when you have so many lasers distracting your focus tsktsks. well to my surprise, our goalkeeper protested in the middle of the game and yes, he was arguing over the laser beam thing. i watched the game for a while and seriously, i did see that green light on our players. /sighs. this is truly disrespectful. can we have a FAIR game, please? i dont know if without the green laser Indonesia will win or not, but thats not my biggest concern. its the fairness that im talking about.. because of this incident, try typing "Malaysia" on google and see what came up..

well yeah, maybe this ;p

OKAY. DONE. enough with this laser thing. we still have the second leg of the match in Indonesia on 29th of December. so lets rock INDO! :)

next: Irfan Bachdim

HAHA! just saw him yesterday and i thought i was the only one who thinks that he's handsome. oh no no, turned out EVERYONE had the same thought as me lmao well, he's a mixed, naturalization player or whatever you call it. can be seen clearly that he's not FULLY Indonesian. too lazy to find his bio but oh wells, this is the main point: isnt he handsome? /drools AND OH! he reminds me of Alex Pettyfer

so much for the soccer fever! ciao~

CHRISTMAS

2010-12-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

ITS ALMOST CHRISTMASSS!! tomorrow is christmas eve and ill be spending it outside town- yeeha! well, i havent think of what i want this year since there are just too many things hehe you know, economics taught me this term called scarcity, where we have UNLIMITED wants but with limited resources. that applies here too :p

anyways, since im not sure if i can go write a post on christmas, here i am, sending en early MERRY CHRISTMAS to EVERYONE <3 thank you all dear readers, yes you, secret readers, and also spammers, who love to advertise their stuffs on my so called chatbox T____T merry christmas y'all. have a happy happy holiday :) i hope you guys will frequently visit my blog in the next future and thanks for the 12181 hits on this blog hehe blogging has been fun and so is tweeting and tumblr-ing kekeke.. so much for social networks kekeke..

should i or should i not include my letter to Santa here? hmm.... *thinking* ... well maybe next year. not in the mood to write such long things but oh wells, hahahhahahah MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPSS!!! HAVE A GREAT ONE <3

ps: all i want for christmas is them. especially him and him and him again <3

My To Do List

2010-12-21T15:58:00.011+08:00

things to be done and over with..

Economics
Academic Study Skills (reference list left)
Management
Marketing
upload photos on FB
change desktop wallpaper
modify BlackBerry
tidy up email
tidy up stuffs on laptop
make new icons & banners
make Sungmin's special edition
request thread (?)
fulfill wish-list
make a new year's resolution

so many things to do, so little time. sharon jia-you! <3

Adieu

2010-12-20T17:48:00.002+08:00

hey there.. its been long isnt it? well, i have reasons for why i have been on semi-hiatus, especially on this beloved blog of mine. first: i had my so called mist-tests last week. second: i was seriously very busy. third: yes, i was kindda lazy. but no no no, i am here to provide you with quick details on what has been happening for the past few weeks.

my bestfriend turned seventeen and we prepared a sweet surprise for her haha and ironically, she's off to LA just today to continue her studies. two days after today, another one will follow her. so i guess last week was full of farewells and hang outs :) seven others went before me and soon, on february, it will be my turn. i cant wait to leave Jakarta and live "alone"- that is, without being in my comfort zone. uu smells like adventure.

my mid-tests,, err.. i dont think i need to say anything more. it was.... BLAH. my economics book sucks by the way. cant believe the workbook's answer key was wrong as well. geez. i had to contact my genius friend to confirm the answer. and see! he explained it way better than my *insert bad adjective* teacher :x cant wait to find out the results. Management, Marketing, Academic Study Skills, Economics. oh geez, i still have to do four holiday assignments for those four freaking subjects :(

my cousin from Singapore came to Jakarta after two years! whoaaa- its been long. and now they're staying in my house. wooo! the more, the merrier- lucky me. it drove home the realization that what they miss the most from Jakarta is simply our food. well all my friends said so too hahaha oh! that genius friend i talked about previously, he is here in Jakarta after 5-6 months in San Fransisco for his studies- aaaa, reunion :)

frankly speaking, my weeks have been quite hectic and fun and emotional. i cried real hard today at the airport, again. geez when will i get used to this? haha anyways, we have cool technology now so we can seriously keep in contact im sure :) ALLTHEBEST YOU ALL I LOVE YAAAA!

ps: i have four assignements to do, requests to be done, wishlist to be fulfilled and a screaming blog to be modified :x god. help. me

ALMOST CHRISTMAS! <3

Goodness Sake, it's a Public Holiday!

2010-12-06T16:46:00.001+08:00

well well, today's the 6th of december. move a little forward. yes yes, that red numeric.. 7th- tomorrow. emm, isnt it red? well as far as im concerned, red means... holiday. and a red sign on a weekday means.. eerr lets see. ITS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY.

according to wordnetweb at princeton, public holiday means: a legal holiday authorised by law and limiting work or official business.

So my beloved MIBT, WHY THE HELL SHOULD I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW?! first: again, its a National Holiday. second: are you trying to follow melbourne? third: THIS AINT MELBOURNE HELLOOOOO -____- i was already planning on my long weekend. and tsk, you just have to ruin it with this announcement. let me copy n paste it for ya...

Announcement: Although Tuesday 7 December 2010 is a public holiday, all scheduled classes will run as normal. MIBTi

HAHA. you kidding me.. right, right? ARGHH. even if i want to skip class, it would be odd if im the only one skipping class. plus, attendance is like 10 fxcking percent. dang- i guess i just have to let this one go and hide in my own misery.

if i am still studying in BBS, today will be my last day of school. tomorrow is a PUBLIC holiday and Thursday is my year end show. on additional note, i dont have EXAMS on January. and this means, I CAN GO ATTEND THAT SUPER SHOW 3 IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!! /sighs. pity me, anyone? T_____T

MasterChef

2010-11-27T03:41:00.005+08:00

just finished watching Masterchef US- The Finale on YouTube. its not done yet on StarWorld so i decided to jump and watch The Finals on web- how.very.convenient :) anyway, Masterchef has taught me several alienated words i never knew existed and an extensive amount of vocabulary when it comes to food. and i do realize now that cooking is an expression of art and a true form of self-assertion. from the basic ingredients you choose, to the way you plate your food, everything somehow clicks to your personality. so here, i present the two finalists of Masterchef US :)

final two

David Miller, a highly confident 29-year old Software Engineer from Newton Centre, MA who has made superior high-class dishes and Whitney Miller, an intelligent 22-year old college student from Poplarville, MS who has earned the nickname 'pastry princess' for her savory dishes especially deserts. they are both Millers, lmao.

This Finale, they are supposed to make the best three dishes they ever made in their entire life- a mouthwatering appetizer, a perfect entree and delicious desert. Unlike the Semifinals, they can cook whatever they want to cook.

appetizer

David chose to make a scallop ceviche served with cream of fresh pea and mintsoup while Whitney decided to serve a crispy corncake topped with a black eyed pea puree and shrimp with turnip green pesto.

scallop ceviche

corn cake

entree

David went with Beef Wellington with foei gras mousse and mushroom duxelle, which requires extra skill and is one of the Judges' (Gordon Ramsay) signature dish. The judges thought it was risky since David didnt perfect the dish and still pushed himself to do it. Whitney chose Buttermilk Chicken with creamed collard greens. The problem with Whitney was that she dropped her chicken in the last TEN minutes of the competition. Judges thought it was "virtually impossible" to cook the chicken with that limited time. Nevertheless, Whitney made a "chicken miracle" and nailed it.

beef wellington

buttermilk chicken

desert

My favorite part :) David prepared a Nectarine Crepe Suzette while Whitney countered with White Chocolate Bread Pudding/Souffle Hybrid with rasberry coulis. Both rocked it.

crepe suzette

bread pudding

WINNER

ITS WHITNEY !!!!!!! WOHOOO! i know her dishes here are maybe just-okay, but i dont know, there's something about her that shows passion, creativity and skill that proves her intelligence. bravooo! pardon me for the bad quality of the pictures, but i just print-screened them soooo.... lols. Whitney has made many many great dishes. She earned the nickname "pastry princess" for her unbelievable, detectable deserts. Despite her young age, she is able to keep up with the competition, showing her professionalism. Here are some of her past dishes :)

Congratulations Whitney! Enjoy the $250,000! :p

Minus one

2010-11-26T00:42:00.001+08:00

“Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship."

"When you’re down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you will feel happy and complete because you need no worry. For you have a forever friend, and forever has no end.”

25th November 2010. Another one leaves Jakarta. Another farewell, another goodbye, and another round of crying session. This so called routine has been going around for these past few months. Twenty-ten: its been quite a year. You know, i really have a deep respect for whoever created the quote "you never know a good thing till its gone". damn man, its super true. i miss you all already :(

Bandara Soekarno Hatta- Jakarta's International Airport. almost every month, we come as a whole and leave without one. so its like subtracting an individual each time. every one of us has a different destination. we all have different plans and hopes. but amidst all the tough roads in life, i hope each one of us can lead a happy, decent one. one of those lives that we will not regret having. one of those filled with happiness, laughter and fun moments. life's too short to wake up with regrets. so prepare yourself for what's ahead.

n e x t month: two will leave. those two are my best friends. they all are. but subtracting two in a month is.... too much :( god help me.

ps: cut my hair today- freaked out but kindda love it, drove violently while risking the life of other people, watched AMAs and think that Kpop is way better.

25th November 2010- done.

90210 Quote

2010-11-23T00:27:00.003+08:00

History is largely told as a chronicle of great people doing great things. But, for most of us, life is not made up of big moments. It’s made up of small moments. And with every small choice, with every small decision, we are defining ourselves. Are we proud of ourselves, or are we disappointed by who we’ve become? Life rarely turns out the way that we plan. The unexpected happens, and it surprises us with new and exciting possibilities- 90210 (Annie Wilson)

ps: im a fan of Lannie- Liam Annie <3 just get them together again!!

22years..

2010-11-21T18:00:00.000+08:00

its my parents' 22nd anniversary yesterday! wohooo! congratulations Mom, Dad. maintaining a 22 years old relationship is just wonderful. i wish you all good health and an even tighter bond. iloveyouuuuu <3 i did think of several presents to give you guys but i didnt have the chance to get any. sorry sorry sorry sorry :)

anyway, its a beautiful sunday today. and i did practically nothing. seriously, just nominate me as "The Laziest Female" already... lmao. oh! it was just a few minutes ago that i realized how fast November is. its 21st already and December is coming soon. at this stage, i have no plans for christmas.... yet. i hope i can spend this special occasion in a cool place with crust of snow falling, and with a breeze of cool wind brushing my hair. ahhhh- it would be a perfect noel.

by the way, it drove home the realization that i have been very very thrifty this month. its my birthday last few weeks and i havent spend anything since then. so i am going to buy myself a gift- a pleasure gift hahahahaa hmm, i have enough shoes. so cancel that one out. clothes? eeeeeerrrr... maybe one, or two. shorts? hmm! will put into consideration. jeans? yes yes i need jeans! :D what i want now is ss3 ticket. HA HA HA.

this brings me to my next ranting: Super Show 3. do you know how chaotic it was yesterday? with the priority sale for SS3 Singapore and all that? the online tickets were sold out in 8 fxcking minutes!!!! and the site crashed. and the people i know are not getting their tickets. some did but the seats are not that good. far back :(

so please please please, my dear God, make ss3 malaysia happen. i know they have some issues with the organizer and stuff.... but i believe they will eventually find a new eo :( and last but not least, i want to get good good seats. I WANT TO GO SEE MY BOYS!! :( NOVEMBER WISH: DONE. /crossing fingers now

The Rise of Tumblr

2010-11-19T01:34:00.001+08:00

hehehehee hey all. i know its been long since i last posted anything. emm, 2weeks maybe? but. im here finallllyyyyyyy.. the sole reason why i have not been writing is because..... there's just so many things to write but words cant simply describe the exact, real story. so yeah... these days tumblr seemed to make everything falls in pieces. it makes life- my blogging life- more easier. lmao. there are just so many meaningful quotes that will make you go like "wow, thats so true" or "omygod, thats so me!". and then we have the beautiful beautiful pictures (food, fashion, vintage stuffs, et al). most importantly, tumblr has become one of my daily dosages of super junior and kpop stuffs. the people i follow are super fast in updates when it comes to SJ. so very conveniet :)

well, its 12.24am now and i have class tomorrow. no im not supposed to have class on fridays but due to a public holiday last wednesday, i have no choice but to attend tomorrow's make up class. its ECONOMICS- wow yaayyy! T______T oh bytheway, my ktp is available soon! yaehahahaha! i hope it turned out nice. i did a 5x retake on the photo shooting though.. ya'know, finding the right angle and stuff. lmao <3

so to end this reuniting post.. i will, hehe.. post some tumblr quotes and pictures :) and hey readers, follow myeolchidud.tumblr.com ! :) THE ANCHOVY. a funseeker, not a funsucker.

November :')

2010-11-07T20:57:00.001+08:00

should really write this now or i will ttly forget what i want to write exactly. lols. anyway, im officially seventeen. yaaaayyyyyyyy! say hello to driving license, ktp and hopefully credit card hehee this year, i really had a blast. im surrounded by the people i love most and i got to spend the whole day with them. the girls had a sleepover in my already-decorated hobby room. twas really nice :))

im not going to explain all the little details but i am just going to emphasize how grateful i was ^^ thankyou peeps, you guys made my day, you always did :) we had a mini, low budget photo-shoot as well lmao. i m still editting the pictures hehe wait for it a lil more, k?

Next: SJ 5th Anniversary #5yearswithsuju. yes yes yes, sj has been around for 5 years now. and some people believed that a group band cant last for more than 5years. but emm, sj broke that silly premonition :p yah well, even though we have kangin in the army, hangeng with the lawsuit and kibum in a place only godknowswhere, sj is still going strong and will always be. so to say, it's just 5 years. not 5 years already :) i wish you all the very best. please keep in mind that countless fans of yours all over the world are all supporting you. even though you may not know us individually, we will be there for you. sj hwaiting! <3

Minutes to Being Seventeen.

2010-11-03T23:57:00.005+08:00

WELL. its the 3rd of november today.. considering the fact that i will no longer be sixteen tomorrow, i am both grateful and hmm, sad is not really the right word. but anyway, i have two different feelings lmao.

sixteen- its been a really REALLY great year. im serious.. i guess sixteen is probably the best year EVER. i mean i did experience everything.. for all these years, i have never thought of my friends leaving jakarta and studying abroad. i mean we have been spending everything together. and seeing any one of them leave is just..... heartbreaking :x but unfortunately, i did experience it this time. each one of them is taking that damn plane and heading to godknowswhere. then i will go like "emm, when's my turn?"

sixteen- i studied like crazy for igcse, received the grades and they were totally fine. it was my last year in bbs, danced for cny again- twas really cool, watched musical for the first time since i was always in it and organized bbs cup for the last time. i went to prom, then Bali with my friends- awesome! people celebrated their so called sweet sixteen birthday, i had mine and it was great. i started to learn how to drive; only to realize how freaky it was, then i entered this new school with a 180° different atmosphere from high school and im still struggling there now. what.more? OH MY GOOSSHH. I ALMOST MISSED THIS--- I WENT TO SUPER SHOW 2 OMGGGGGG <3 oops sorry for the caps, hehe emm anyway, ss2 was oh.em.gee.nice :p bytheway, these happenings are not in order. i.just.cant.remember.all. so well, there are SO MANY THINGS more but i guess ill write it till here :)

so hmmmm.. tomorrow- me, seventeen. well unlike my sixteenth birthday, this year i have no printed invitations whatsoever, no merchandise, no games, no special party, etc. but who cares, ill still be spending it with my loved ones and im really glad :D we'll be having a chic Japanese buffet in a hotel then have a sleepover :D no no, not THE usual sleepover. im trying to make it look like Gossip Girl kind of sleepover~ lalalalalalalaaaaa *bullcrap LOL but but, i hope it will be fun, it should be- i did put a lot of effort decorating my hobby room upstairs hehe

wishes? i want an iPod touch, adidas shoes for dancing, stretch pants for gym, new school bag, more giordano tees, a new jug, an accessory hanger, cardigans, polaroid, jeggings, scrapbook materials, a treasure box, make up kit, a cupcake tower (the tower, not the cupcake), a huge birthday cake, many many many gifts, more allowance, ss2 dvd, super show 3 ticket and eunhyuk. done :) so very simple right?

i will not write any longer. done, for now. hehehe bye bye sixteen. i love you so very much. you are indeed a very lucky number. seventeen, be ready :)

ps: i want to actually count how many people are wishing me happy birthday LOLL

Oh why

2010-10-29T01:40:00.004+08:00

cant believe that its almost the end of the week. how.can.time.fly.so.fast? anyway, many many many things happened in this short period of time. first: SHINee Jonghyun & Actress Shin Se Kyung, confirmed dating. second: SNSD Hoot Mv. third: i finished Playful Kiss. fourth: natural disasters. fifth: im pressured.

ONE

this is probably the most shocking news ive ever encountered this month-- no, make it a year. I know shindong's public proposal is quite a big deal as well.. but but.. his gf is a non-celebrity. plus, we have to admit that its shindong. less people would be jealous and many people would support them. unfortunately, this is not the case for jong and sekyung. one) both are celebrities. two) jonghyun is from shinee who has a crazy large fandom. three) sekyung is not really known, except fr her dramas.

SOOO, this results in outraging, jealous fans striking either one of them (mostly jong's fans attacking the girl) and their relationship is really.... s h o c k i n g. with this, i wonder.... does that mean other idols are dating as well? are they just faking it? eunhyuk? you too? :( i could not imagine what would happen if someday i see hyuk's name on allkpop's headline, stating that he has a girlfriend. but truthfully, sj has debutted for more than 5 years, and rumor has it, that they are allowed to date when their group is "old" already. shinee on the other hand, their age is only 2 years old. so hey, i wish you all the best. i hope you guys dont lose any fans. and my tip to shawols: just accept it will ya~ at least sekyung is not that bad.. and they looked good together :)

TWO

when i first heard the song, i was like : errrrrrrrr...... when i saw the MV, i was like : o my god O_O i seriously think we need to see the MV first before judging on the song. cause with the whole choreo and stuff, the song is 100% different :D these girls deserved to be daesang, really. and ive chosen seohyun as my fave. or maybe jessica. or yoona. mannn~ i cant choose. but ive been keeping an eye of magnae seo. *wgm effects* oh btw, siwon is in the mv as well. d a e b a k

THREE

PLAYFUL KISS- DONEEEE!!! <3 so happy yet so sad. i really really like this drama. i actually prefer this than My GF is a Gumiho. idkwhy playful kiss get such low ratings in Korea. this drama is just so sweet. and Kim Hyun Joong just makes it more sweeter than ever. i really like his character Baek Seung Jo here. A genius whose IQ is 200 and is a perfectionist. mygod. he has the brain, the athletic skills, the money and the oh-so-charming look, who wouldnt fall for him? Jung So Min is playing the female lead character as a dumb, innocent yet hardworking girl who is head over heels for Seung Jo for four years already. *sighs. i love love Baek Seung Jo :D

FOUR

Tsunami, Earthquake and Volcanic Eruption. ALL IN ONE DAY- 26 October 2010. and they are all happening in different parts of indonesia. im really glad that we are able to make a trending topic called #prayforindonesia. even kpop artists are supporting as well. i seriously dont know why all these happened. no, i dont even know the details. but i know this is something out of the box. are.we.near.the.end.of.the.world? O__O

FIVE

ekkk i hate school. its not because of the subjects, but its entirely the freaking s c h o o l. everything seems vague to me. to my surprise, i actually feel like a new student again- and that is rare- i dont normally feel that way. things have been hard (even tho its only my first week of school). i want the subjects to stay the same but i want my usual circle of friends to be there with me. if thats the case, i would die of happiness. i hope everything gets better /sighs. i miss high school so.freaking.bad... but i love the subjects now tho :x

TickTok

2010-10-25T21:24:00.003+08:00

today is officially the last day of my 3-weeks holiday. im trying to recall the things i did during these past few weeks but i just cant remember anything except watching DVDs. well thats pretty much what i did- hehe. but i kind of fulfilled my holiday to-do-list i mentioned some time ago :) for me, there is no such thing as "this holiday is too long". because i think holidays are meant to be long or it should longer than it already is. roflmaoooo however, during this holiday, i kind of feel bored. and i did have this sudden urge to study. yes, you read that right: s t u d y. i wanted to study but i dont want to go to school. does that make any sense, yes?

current status now: jebbage is in Melbourne already T______T that means im going to struggle another 4months in mibt without my duo partner :( otokkkeee! but butt.. i will try my best considering the great grades i got and the bright future i have ahead. this comes to my next point: Curtin University.

yesterday i went to this edu fair along with my transcripts at hand. i was hoping to enroll in Curtin next feb which at first they said was impossible since ill finish mibt in feb as well. they said it would be too rushed and that the student visa will be a problem. but upon seeing my scores, they said they'll work it out -_____- with the help from my agent, today i received quite a good news: i am accepted. so to say, i will have my diploma program in Singapore and then transfer to Perth for university. eeeerrr- thats pretty much the "plan" lols.

so anyway, im going to say goodbye to sleeping beyond 2, waking up after 12 and spending my money eating and buying dvds. and hereby, i wanted to bitterly welcome the second trimester beginning tomorrow. Subjects taken: Marketing, Management, Academic Study Skills & Economics. tough? you tell me >__< ps: my timetable is screwed up as well. grr thanks a lot

farewell holidays................................................ i miss you already :(

New Icons

2010-10-23T22:36:00.005+08:00

FRESH

i. love. photoshop :DDD

Midnight Inspirations

2010-10-22T03:59:00.001+08:00

.. good words are worth much but cost little ..

credits to: TUMBLR !!! :)

#HAEppy Birthday

2010-10-15T23:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LEE DONG HAE!

today is Super Junior Donghae's 24th Birthday. 생일축하합니다! [saengil chukha hamnida] How to describe our Fishy Donghae?... hmm... he may appear as this pretty boy who can dance and sing well; however, there's this side of him that makes people feel comfortable. everyone wants to be friends with him. everyone wants to be his girlfriend. everyone likes him. period. and im grateful for his existence since he is a very close friend of eunhyuk. like duh, they are the ultimate, most popular couple in sj. yes, they go by the name of Eunhae- eunhyuk donghae.

LEE DONG HAE. why are you so nice? and why is your face so flawless? yes you read it right: flawless. there's not even a picture of him that doesnt look good. making his icons and banners are probably the easiest thing to do. its just so easy to find good pictures of him :D this guy can sing, dance, act, compose songs, a total boy-friend material and perhaps is the nicest member in sj- what more do you want? <3

Fishy Donghae is everyone's man. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUTIE !!! :D

EUNHAE BONUS:

♥ ♥ ♥

Yongseo Couple

2010-10-15T00:34:00.003+08:00

YONGHWA SEOHYUN

so there's this Korean Show called "We Got Married" which a pair of celebrities are portraying a married couple. Kangin of Super Junior was once in this show as well.. so anyway, im a FAN of this lovely couple right here. YongSeo or goguma (sweet potato) couple ♥ ♥ ♥ so i think it would better to introduce each of them one by one.. /gee im excited :D

YONGHWA

yongggg~ ~ the male lead is from this band called CN Blue. so if idol groups now are all dance, sing, showing abs and fanservice, CN Blue is a pure singing band with four charming members. and i like them, really. their songs are good, the members are like-able, and yong is their leader :) yonghwa is a playful, 24 years old man who has a charismatic voice and is the main vocal lead in CN Blue. i knew him first from a drama he was starring called "You're Beautiful". he has this playful vibe and i like it- seems like a guy who can make someone laugh out loud *teehee!

SEOHYUN

hyunnnnn~ seohyun is from this extremely popular girl group called Girls Generation or SNSD. yes, they have many members- 9 in exact- but they are really something. each one is talented and attractive in their own way. for seohyun, people know her because she's the magnae (youngest). she's still 20 years old and thus she is still innocent, young, fresh and naive. and please..... isnt that obvious enough that hyun is so damn pretty? no wonder she has so many celebrity fanboys lols but still, she couldnt care less D: anyway, if i were to describe her in one word, it would be..... pure

YONGSEO

so what's special about them? first: they are taking it slow but sure. second: they are looking like a REAL couple. third: i believe their affection is real as well.

so much for the "real-ness" in them lols but no, seriously, they can make me squeal so hard because of their awkwardness with each other at some times. and thats how you are supposed to act when you meet someone for the first time.. if you're watching them for the start, you can see that inhibition between them going away., and as time flies, the affection they have for each other is shown more clearly *squeallssss

what makes me want to write them is because of their latest episode where both of them gave each other birthday presents. Yong gave his "wife" two rows of sweet potato field. wthelll?? who could think of that?!! ps: hyun lovessssssss sweet potato :D in return, hyun sang yong's song called "Love Light" and gave him this fairy tale book which is actually a story about them. at the end of the book, there was this heart shape containing a custom made silver couple ring for them. they used to have one but they melted D:

still.. whats so special? ITS THE SONG.... MYGOODNESS... it was revealed then, after beating around the bush for so damn long, that the lyrics are composed by yong for seohyun. the rap parts especially... "im genie for you girl" <-- this is from snsd's tell me your wish! ~whatever, you should really watch this episode. BEST. EVER.

Oh Happy Day~

2010-10-13T14:58:00.001+08:00

today i went to school to receive my report card. not that i am going to brag about it, but i am very satisfied and at the same time surprised. i mean, helloooo? ive been fooling around, having fun and taking it all so easy for the past few months, and now BAM!...... super good results?

i have three probabilities here : a) the courses are too easy b) im lucky or c) im just a pure genius. i am more than happy to choose option C. well, to play safe, i think imma choose B- im lucky. and seriously, this thing called luck has been accompanying me since day 1. i am grateful for that, really. but truthfully, i wouldn't be able to achieve anything; heck i wont be able to DO anything- if God wasn't there with me. i felt that through prayers, everything can and will go well.

anyway, i will not choose option A since i don't think there is actually any easy course. if it is really eassssyyyy, then i wont waste my time studying like mad last minute. well for C, not really an option either... since its a fact. HAHAHA no im kidding- im not a genius.. ... not yet.. if im a genius, then i again, will not waste time going to school. so yes, i guess its B. or maybe i should make another good, positive option: i listened well in class, study hard at home, did well in the test and achieved those marks. (y)

by any means, its safe to say that i am very happy and blessed to receive such marks. and i have realized that getting bad marks is not the end of the world- its a new beginning. in fact, im happy that i did receive those grades before. so by the time ive reached the pinnacle of my student career, i can be totally content of what i had achieved. and oh! life outside bbs is really something- im thrilled kekkeeke

with this, i am proud to say that i am ready to take on the next challenge in life. and as any other human, i will be a little selfish and will try to maintain these fab grades :) but for now, a celebration will not hurt? yes? /wink

HOLIDAY

2010-10-13T00:41:00.004+08:00

yes im on my THREE weeks holiday. happy? ecstatic. so well, i decided to make a full list of what i want to do. i hope that i can fulfill each one though :) oh! i think its better to also include what i already did hehe

TO DO LIST

~~- new blog layout~~

- new batch of icons

- new batch of banners

~~- fulfill requests~~

~~- dance classes~~

- shop for things

- get report card

- ~~eat eat and eat~~

- watch kdramas

:: ~~Bread Love Dreams~~

:: My Girlfriend is A Gumiho

:: Playful Kiss (not done)

- update ITunes

- try Kitchenette

- meni pedi

- plan for birthday

- legalisir igcse

Say Hello!

2010-10-12T02:03:00.002+08:00

geez.. i spent the whole freaking 5 hours searching and editing this new blog layout. and after the many downfalls, it can FINALLY work properly. THANK GODDDD!!! <3 so here, i want to credit blogskins user for coming up with this great layout and tumblr user- wreckless for the awesome pictures. last but not least, i want to praise my genius brain for compiling everything into a seamless whole.

i do like my previous layout but since it cant be viewed properly in some computers so i decided to change it :) well this is how it looked like before:

those little bars there are for you to navigate. oh! i love navigations heck lot! sooo interesting :) umm anyway, goodbye dear oldie, thank you for your hard work all these times ^_^ now i just have to get used to this whole new layout. haha

by the way, today is Super Junior M Henry's Birthday. #happymochiday :D

ps: Kim Heechul made a facebook account! and i sent him a message- with korean :x it took me half an hour to make that message. translators, yahoo answers, google- they all helped me /blush. and oh, he managed to stay on top of Twitter Trending Topic for THREE days. daebak!

Time flies

2010-10-07T22:31:00.001+08:00

my goodness.. im in a state where im uber confused and no, NOT thrilled. so here's the deal. in about a month, november 4 exactly, im going to have my 17th birthday. yes im still 17 years old. and there's a huge difference between people saying "oh you're STILL 17?" and "my god, you're 17 ALREADY?".. sheessh~

i just cant believe im going to turn 17. i mean... THIS fast??? sometimes i do want time to rush, but in other cases- this for instance- i just want it to slow down. not that i want to stay 16 forever, but when it comes to birthdays.............. say, the party, the treats, etc..... it bothers me, a lot.

and im bothered as of now. billions, trillions, four-lions ideas are coming after me. and if i have all the power and authority to fulfill each one, i would. and then i would probably have gazillions birrthday parties -___- ANYWAY, WHATEVER. im 17, so whats the deal?

im seventeen, thats why.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIN DONG HEE

2010-09-29T00:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHINDONG!!!!

28 September 2010 <3

pssstt seriously, who doesnt know this guy? i bet he is the most popular sj member ever. NO KIDDINGG!!! when you watch sj mvs or whatever, the member that caught your eyes the most is always shindong.. maybe not in a real good way BUT BUT stiillllllllll............... that chubby appearance of his always captivated everyone's hearts :) and despite that flabby look, lay an unbelievably flexible body. like wtf man, he can dance real well !! obviously, he is one of the main dancers in sj :D

one thing i admire from him is his honesty. cmon man, proposing in public? wow. that leaves the whole nation in awe. i hope you are happy with everything you do. your cute girlfriend, Nari, and the marriage you planned-- i hope everything goes well..

Shindong-oppa, please stay healthy. no more diet. just eat a lot and be healthy. but yes, dont go overboard and have obesity D: i wish the best for you, your family and your girlfriend. SHINDONG JJANG ! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

EUPHORIA

2010-09-28T02:28:00.001+08:00

no no, its not euphoria.... YET. just wait till this weekend~ teehee! so well, i had my first examination today and it was err.. weird? considering that it was my first exam in that school, i felt uneasy D: but whatever, whats done is done. anyway, im having two more tests and as a smart, hardworking girl i am (HAHAHAH -___-), i studied QUITE hard as well. however, im used to last minute studying~ so yeah... lols

SOOOOOOO~ i browsed through several sites and found some good blog layouts- in mind that maybe its time to change my current one. i love this blog layout by the way. HOWEVER, only those with the newest browser or what the hell specifications can view it the way i view it now: neat and awesome. that will explain why some of you readers will find the layout of this blog messy and so long to buffer or whatever you call it. sorry sorry sorry sorry~ didnt see the specs when i first chose it :x well, of course i want to make this blog decently viewable in every way possible; and a new layout is required. to tell you the truth, it takes time and patience to fully modify a blog layout just the way i want it to be. two freaking hours damnnit !

okay, thats that for blog layouts. next! UPDATES~ updates~ updates. it seemed like im behind on some particular sites. say sj.world, deviantArt, this blog, tumblr etc. herewith i promise to make more updates later on :) *pinky promise, yes?

oh im planning on opening a small little tiny mini business of SOMETHING. still unknown, really. idk, i guess i really want to fill my 3 weeks holiday in October as fulfilling and productive as i planned it to be. so heck, COME FAST OCTOBER !!!!

less than three <3

the pretty things

2010-09-23T01:47:00.000+08:00

MIDNIGHT GUSTO

LATEST BUZZ

KDRAMAS!

NOW PLAYING :

BREAD LOVE DREAMS

RECEIVED THE HIGHEST RATING SO FAR

50.8 % omggggg !! that means half of South Korea is watching :x

the main character is foolish yet very charming

yes, a bread GENIUS !!!! <3

the second male lead is.... gyahhhhhhh H.O.T

he looked like T.O.P from big bang.

REALLYYY !!!!!

ANTICIPATING FOR :

PLAYFUL KISS

My Girlfriend is A Gumiho

SEPTEMBER IS POURING KDRAMAS! <3

The Holiday Episode

2010-09-18T03:58:00.000+08:00

There goes the title for my facebook album that consists of my holiday pics recently. Its 2:10 am now so im going to make this post as simple as possible. I have to write this now or else i wont write it at all. now or never haha not writing this holiday post makes me feel like i have a debt to pay. lol lol

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS SINGAPORE

yes i was anticipating my visit here. its been long since i last went to a theme park and perhaps i need a little wave of adrenaline so i decided to join all the exciting rides :P Universal was nice- though small- but nice. Thank God it wasnt that crowded that time. Fave rides & Attractions : Shrek 4D, Donkey Show, The Mummy, Lights! Camera! Action! & Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure. yeah thats pretty much all that i went to lol

I love love the Hollywood & New York Section. vintage and nice and all photogenic settings <3 I love the special appearances of some characters as well ! Took a photo with Betty Coop and Marilyn Monroe. Monroe lovessss my cam. She posed for three times just for mua HAHA. Betty was freaky -___-

conclusion : Universal Studios was OKAY. in fact, i had a total blast there :)

The Stuffs

MARINA BAY SANDS

its supposedly a 5star hotel and they have Casino and this cool yet nerve-raking swimming pool. Im serious, the swimming pool was SUPER freaky. like wtf man, its on top of the three towers there, somewhere on that big boat. its a SKY-HIGH SWIMMING. you will get a view of all the buildings while swimming. words are hard to comprehend, pictures work better.

ps: dont worry, there's a super thin strong glass in between :x

and oh! i bought these lovely macarons there too :)

Curtin University

WELLLLLLLL~~ didnt think of posting this but hmm- whateves. i visited what my parents believed to be my future university next year- Curtin Singapore. will transfer to Curtin Perth the next year thouugh. anyway... really...... I was speechless. the buildings looked okay~ real nice actually. BUT~ i could care less about the buildings the moment i knew that the course im talking falls under commerce. and that includes Accounting, Economics and others. Emm hello? ive always been this Media-Arts-Creative-Design-Communication kind of girl and you expected me to strive in those subjects? *krik krik.. im taking Advertising by the way. i thought thats supposed to be......... Media .... Arts? o.O

STEP UP 3- 3D

OYEAH I WATCHED THIS HAHAHAHHA! its not out yet in indonesia. BUT OH BOY~ IM WILLING TO WATCH THIS AGAIN ANYTIME <3 <3 awesome awesome awesome. considering that i just did a 1000 word film review assignment on this, i will not review anything again. *zips mouth.. ADAM SEVANI ! *oops cant help it

The Other Things

went all so forgetful that i left my shopping bags in the toilet. result? not so good.
did the same thing the next day and this time in a restaurant. result? lucky
d u m b
bought a bigger SJ lighstick from Comics Connection
organized my super messy laptop
turned out i have a very very low disk space
hard disk 911
fun, memorable trip
should be longer though :x

late post

2010-09-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

SO MANY THINGS TO TALK ABOUT. blame this shitty internet. its still not fixed yet i tell you. im depending on this small slow-speed modem. with this incident, i will officially appreciate the existence of high-speed internet from now on /sobs. anyway, ive returned home from singapore last saturday. Yes darling, its SINGAPORE (refer to my last "trivia" post).. i will, WILL WILL share it here here here. but i guess i should wait for my internet to cure himself. but but, i have teasers for ya :)

midnight cravings

2010-09-03T02:29:00.000+08:00

HELLO SEPTEMBER !

2010-09-03T02:06:00.000+08:00

H O L I D A Y !

Tomorrow, I'll be out of the country for my Lebaran break. *yeehaaaa! :D cant wait for this 8 days vacation- should've been longer tho :x. anyway, im real excited now hehe but the thing is, when i was in BBS, Lebaran holiday was like 3 weeks or smtg. Here in MIBT, its only 1 week~ sighhh BUT, its okay.. i should be grateful that there is still a break! ;p

SO WHERE AM I GOING ?

_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

clues:

one main-island with tiny islands within it
among 20 smallest countries in the world
yet it is one of the most densely-populated country
MRTs buses and taxis
shopping malls galore
Lion City
The Merlion
Changi

peace love and see you again.

happy holidays everyone !!!!!

heavenly feast

2010-08-31T16:20:00.000+08:00

allow me to drown myself in a realm of fantasies......... - where i own a beautiful modern fortress with maids and chefs and butlers and drivers all ready on my command. a princess-like kind of dream i supposed. however, it is the awaiting pleasure that tempts me. imagine how big your wardrobe can be.. with the newest collection from every possible store and every color for each piece. you dont buy them, you get them. and by then ill be wearing a long white elegant gown that flows on the plight of stairs as i strolled down. how lovely~ imagine the kind of treatment you would get too! spa, salon, massage, facial, you name it and they'll give it their best. even if you name some non-existent body treatment, they'll invent it just for you.

still not satisfied? ill give more. eventually, my very generous parents would give me free access to anything. but what i want most is a free backstage pass to this awesome concert of you-know-who. moreover, i would be glad to take the first class seat, having the love of my life dancing right in front of me. on additional note, ill invite them in the future for my very own private party. transport? no problem. im sick of Jakarta's daily traffic and i wouldn't want that to ruin my oh-so-perfect-yet-dreamy life. thats why i need pilots.

the above picture is what most likely to come next. tired of fulfilling my needs in cash and tons of magical cards, i was given an unlimited credit card (y) one for all and all for one. however, i am lacking something. any princess would want to have their own perfect prince charming. even in movies, if they say that fairy-tales are just some fake fantasies, the main lead will eventually get their own version of prince charming. think Hilary Duff in "A Cinderella Story". she got the drop dead gorgeous Chad Michael Murray or in that movie called Austin Ames. some say luck, but i say its fate.

"The source and center of all man's creative power , is his power in making images, or the power of imagination."

funny how i could think of these wild fantasies that mostly contain material things. cause duh, those who say that money cant buy happiness doesn't know how to shop! :D but here i am, leading the life of a healthy typical teenager. no fortress, no such treatments and no unlimited credit card. nonetheless, i considered my life fabulous. cause hey! there are only three things you need in life: friends, family and yes........... money. *cheers !

the recovery

2010-08-30T23:42:00.001+08:00

"A kind heart is a fountain of gladness making everything in its vicinity freshen into smiles"- Washington Irving

i believe that inside a bastard's callous heart and a mafia's deceitful mind, lays though small, a single dot of kindness. no matter how dumb and foolish one can be, i believe that there is still a single cell amongst that pile of junk in their head, saying "be nice". in reality, i did experience how an enemy- or at least thats what people expect me to think- become my best friend for this period of time. how? cause they are nice to you at that time!

"if nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies." yes, people change. and the world is round. so at any second in your life, your how-many-years-of-so-called-friendship can turn upside down to who-the-hell-you-think-you-are kind of friendship. i dont know why im writing this in particular. but right now, it came to a realization that even the cruelest of the cruelest can be ..... well, nice.

im not saying that a bad person is nice. NO. a bad person is still bad. BUT! amidst all the facade and yes, their rubbish way of thinking, i believe there is a glint of hope to change for the better. Give a thief enough rope and he'll hang himself. a bad person will sooner or later be the cause of his downfall- hopefully.

soooooo................ let that single dot of kindness spread to your whole brain like a raging virus and then work on the next steps to be nice. yes you can start with the dumbest, easiest and simplest way: SMILE :)

ps: mind you, i aint a saint. everyone is expected to be "bad" once in a while. but for sure, i have more than ONE cell that says "be nice" roflmao

potentials alert

2010-08-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

ASHER BOOK

this guy is probably the best male singer ive ever encountered. real talented, pure awesome voice. just watch FAME if you dont believe me. i was planning to re-watch step up 2 the streets but smtg went wrong with my dvd. so i watched FAME instead. and i forgot how gorgeous and great and everything he was. goshhhh~ ASHER BOOK! how did you get such smooth pure voice? *sobs and you are a great actor, really.. making me head over heels as i watched the movie is truly something <3 and i think its not just your voice....... its your charms.. *fangirl cries ..

streetdance

2010-08-28T02:43:00.001+08:00

you know how i always love dance movies right?..... for me, they are really.... inspiring. and interesting to watch! haha so today, i watched this dance movie : STREETDANCE. supposed to be a huge hit since popular dance stars are here alltogether. (y) should i mention one by one? FLAWLESS, DIVERSITY, GEORGE SAMPSON. ok, by now you'll be wondering: who the hell are they? simple.

GEORGE SAMPSON

Winner of Season Two- Britain's Got Talent

well well......... i know he has some "issue" with hyuk.. you know.. him appearing in starking and battling with him.. -____- after watching this movie, i realized his real talent. and he is a talented dancer. sooo... *white flag* - no hate, no argument. just watched his dances in britain's got talent tho.. funny but i like his auditions better hhhaaah ;p and yes, because of you, hyuk decided to stop some of his activties to take more time in dancing. (sigh) ...

DIVERSITY

Winner of Season Three- Britain's Got Talent

diversity... heard their name a loooooooooottttt! what caught the audience's attention is perhaps that two little boys there in their dance troupe.. how appealing :D so yeah, diversity won.. and i like their style.. ^^ speaking of their name, i really think they have diverse dance styles as so it will not make us boring. niiiiiiceeeee! oh~ suju did copy one of their dance routines as well *shuts mouth. funny fun funny fun (y)

FLAWLESS

Runner Up of Season Three- Britain's Got Talent

didnt really know them but i know their moves are flawless in terms of coordination. damnnnnnn~ its like you're looking at a robot. its all tik tik tik- tik tik tik whatever, THAT HAHAHA. so when you look at it, they are actually up against diversity. but diversity won the competition. maybe, just maybe... diversity has more various style and things like that. but in this movie, flawless gets more airtime.. they're like the main rival or smtg o.o

so now......... imagine all these Britain's talents combined to one. but no, they are not the main characters. surprise surpriseeeeeeee~ they are like the co stars or smtg. just watch then you'll know. usual dance battles at the end..... love stories..... ballet + streetdance..... cool moves. kind of flat in the middle though :x

but i think they are not the real gig.. the upcoming step up 3 3D is.. :)

life, as it is

2010-08-25T20:31:00.001+08:00

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together" ~ Marilyn Monroe

the real deal

2010-08-25T16:07:00.002+08:00

AUGUST. yes, it does smell like boredom.. farewells, goodbyes, new encounters.. *sigh no one can predict what can happen in the next- lets say- minute. but its funny how we tend to create, or rather plan our future. me? i'd rather stick to this whole "let it flow" thing.

anyway, its been a month since i stepped in this new school. good people, bad people, good bad people- HAHA. idk, really. that school looks like a frame with us being the picture. and it looks like a charlatan visage to me o.O however, i did meet some new interesting individuals. so well, thats that about my school- im doomed.

time, dear time. why cant you be flexible? i say pause, you pause. i say forward, then you move. i now realized that in life, its all about timings. its about you fitting in in those periods doing the right thing. if you ask me, i want to go back to that moment when i first entered secondary. that rookie feeling, the motivation and the driving force to study, the nice, naive me- lalalalallalalaaa~

ANYWAY, August.. i want you to move as quickly as you can, get me to september where ill go to Singapore and have fun, then bring me back to June. yes dear, after-igcse-june.. stop me till mid July. and hang there... as looooooooooongggggg as you can.

cause within that period, im still in my old circle of friends.. having no pressure, no tension, nothing. its just fun fun and fun all along.

YESUNGGGGGGGGGGGG !

2010-08-25T00:36:00.001+08:00

Basically everything is explained up there. thank you dear tumblr user lols anyway, KIM JONG WOON. gawd.. how can i like you AFTER SS2 ? cause basically, you were there RIGHT in front of my two eyes singing flawlessly. your voice is one of the best voices ive ever heard.

SOO... DEAR VOCAL OF ART,

HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY!!!

I hope you stay the way you are..

dorky funny and weird..

no no, weird in a cute weird way LOLs

happy birthday yesung! <3

CUTEEE

2010-08-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

http://todayishappie.tumblr.com/

tell me.. why so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

SM TOWN

2010-08-23T23:33:00.000+08:00

dengue fever

2010-08-22T01:43:00.005+08:00

DR MUA IS BACK!

ps: in case you dont know who i am,

look it up in the search box ;p

"He came to me one night. Penetrated my body, licked, sucked, swallowed! When satisfied, he left & I was hurt!!...
Freaking mosquito!"

THE RIGHT MEDICINE

based on experience and handy resources

1. SARI KURMA

:: dont ask me what this is! idk, but its proved effective (y)

2. ROSE APPLE aka jambu

:: better in juices

3. COCONUTS

:: not the whole thing mind you, the WATER! the coconut water!

4. ANG CHO

:: ang kha, ang cho, kia cee - WHATEVER. but this works *bling

5. BERRY STRUDEL

:: now this is ridiculous.. how in the world???? but oh well~~

*personal note:: why am i discussing this?

S I M P L E ...

cause of that one tiny stupid silly suckish mosquito,

mom got dengue fever. and as a result........

our trip to BANGKA was cancelled..

goodbye sandy beaches.. blue sea.. sun sun sun~~ >//<

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM KIBUM

2010-08-21T23:41:00.001+08:00

only God knows where you are..

what you are doing. where have you been?

but the real question is, are you still a part of SJ?

but today, i would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY

on this special occasion, i hope you realize that you are still
listed as an SJ member

so while the title lasts, COME BACK.

you used to be my bias i tell you

cause seriously........

who can resist those smiley eyes, killer smile, heartthrob face and cool aura?

kim kibum, happy 23th birthday once again.

please please please come back.

the sweet joys in life

2010-08-18T01:27:00.002+08:00

I WILL MAKE YOU

DROOOOOOLLLLLL D:

shall we start your midnight desserts?

YUMMMMMM <3

i n d o n e s i a

2010-08-17T16:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 65th BIRTHDAY

INDONESIA!!!

MERDEKA !

Things I Love about Indonesia:

- Great hospitality

- Sunny weather (but i do want winter)

- Jakarta, Bandung, Bali

:: the so many malls in J-town

:: chic factory outlets in Bandung

:: breathtaking beaches in Bali x)

- Mangga Dua

- Bargains

- Pirated DVDs (good quality with just Rp 7.000,- or less)

- Pirated Game CDs

- Batik

- One-of-a-kind food - nasi padang, tahu tempe, sayur asem etc

- Private transportations (no walkking required)

SUSHOW 3 !

2010-08-16T17:06:00.000+08:00

SUPER SHOW 3 !!!!!!!!!

you're on top of my wishlist ♥ ♥

seeing all the fancams, fanaccounts, pictures, merchandises, etc, i immediately made a promise to myself.

"I, Sharon Moniaga, will watch this SUPER AWESOME concert no matter what happens, unless its really a big deal. *sealed"

hyuk and shindong are the stage directors for ss3. and geez, they truly deserved a big applause. in this concert, you can literally see so many levitations (flying), fireworks and stage effects. cool cool cool so many unexpected things happened!!!!! lady gaga & beyonce's parody, vegetables and fruits on stage, eunhae duet, fire extinguishers, introduction of countries, kangin vcr, new trot song, shake it up dance, sorry sorry remix, a lot of stripping and a lot of other stuffs. cant wait cant wait cant wait *cries

*fire extinguisher? - OMO

flying min- adorable boy is adorable

handsome boy is handsome

Lady Hee Hee lol

VEGETABLES !!!!

HYUK IS BEANSPROUT aka toge

*HOTTIE ALERT*

purpose: to be healthy

2010-08-16T16:54:00.003+08:00

yes, im an official fitness member. and no, im not going to build any six pack or whatever pack- im there to basically spend my boring after schools and... yeah, dance :) and btw, this fitness center is a true demon! how could they force us to join so convincingly?! they have this tricky way of gaining customers- what the fuck seriously. they said since its my first visit, ill get a half price. if i go there just the next day, ill get a full price. and the difference is heck big !!!!!!! and then i realized that i was cheated. at the end of the day, i knew by heart that no matter when im going to sign up for the center, they will give me that half price anyway... so it was just their silly marketing scheme *sigh i was real furious though >//< whateves, its done.

updating the old's

2010-08-14T14:35:00.003+08:00

lets have a toast, shall we?

2010-08-12T22:42:00.001+08:00

H O O R A Y !

Today, everything is over. all the nonstop worries, that 6kg of burden and all the procrastination- d o n e. As i mentioned yesterday, ill be getting my IGCSE results TODAY. and if you have noticed, my posts back in June-July was heck packed of this word called IGCSE. and trust me, nothing is positive about it.

so today, ive never been more nervous. this is more nerve-raking than public speaking or whatever. i mean, hellllooo~ i tried my very best months ago- spending restless nights studying like a geek and spending the day studying again. if this brain of mine was somehow blocked during the real test, i would sue every cell possible

anyway, i got pretty "satisfying" results. Praise The Lord- and i mean it. 6kg of burden means 6 freaking subjects that I took. English, Chinese, Math, A-Math, Biology and Physics.

I got one A* for chinese (which is really not a big deal). The rest being A's. and i got a C fr A-Math- fuck A-Math. sooo. 1 A*, 4 A's and 1 C. what a pretty messed up report. BUT! the surprise was English. heck! i dont even know how Cambridge marked my paper. in my class, only three dared to take English. and the two of them are really... reallllllyyyy good. but idk, i guess luck was and will always be on my side. A for First-Language English IGCSE? *whew thank you thank you thank you. its been long since i actually am proud of myself. i mean for school matters {teehee}

SOOO HECK YES!!!!!! IM ECSTATIC DAMN IT !!!!! but majority got A* for physics. geez, must have been a real close one. and Math too- i was pretty confident about it. but ergh, A-Math, you are ruining everything. FCUKK~ but hey, i dont really expect A stars twinkling in my report~ so whateves hahah

thank you God, really. i know by heart that you are the only one who believes in me 100%. you know what im capable of and those results proved it all. Thank You~ 정말 감사합니다

goodbye

2010-08-12T00:54:00.001+08:00

its been a while since i last blogged. quick updates:

- i went to Bandung with my friends

- our last weekend "together"

- the real farewell is today.. and tomorrow

- tears faith and loyalty

- laughter love and fun

- slept in class today

- literally slept and drool

- rushed to the airport

- getting my igcse results tomorrow

- drained physically and emotionally

- /dies

worth the wait

2010-08-04T20:47:00.003+08:00

L I G H S T I C K

lets forget about choco for a minute.

FINALLYYYY!!!!!!!!!! *screaming

kyaaaaaaaa!!! see the left lighstick? it spells "eun hyuk"

bwahhahaha! four months of waiting (according to my friend)

finally babyyyyy finally.

NOW WHO'S READY

FOR SUSHOW 3 ?!

i know i am :DD

choco-licious

2010-08-04T20:37:00.003+08:00

C H O C O

Dear CHOCO,

HOW LUCKY YOU AREEE ~ ♫ ♫ ♫

mann... look at this cute little creature

no im not talking about hyuk this time

THAAAT PUPPPPYYYY <3

and i envy IT so much !!!! why? simple.

look at these pictures

*gaspppppppppp. a k i s s ? ............. *runs away

hyuk brought his lovely puppy to Sukira today

and he played with it alllllll the time >//<

mann..... the time this was broadcasted,

almost all of his fans said the same thing

its either a) lucky dog or b) let me be that dog

my choice? LET ME BE THAT DOG !!!!!!!! roflmao ♥